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haha i havent been in here for a while. wednesday night i went to my brothers band concert with katlyn. it was a lot of fun. their band is really really good. expecially the monday and thursday jazz band. i seen the love of my life. but he hates me. his name was rob litz or something. haha he was super sexy but hes only in 9th grade. then katlyn liked the guitar player! he was very cute =). omg im getting a guitar for my birthday! (maybe) lol i hope so tho. then thursday i wrote a fucking essay. it took my from 4-830ish to write it. and my essay sucked really bad. but yeah chris hates me now because some stupid shit has been going around and people should really shut their fucking mouths. and he keeps saying i gave billy weeks head and i was like yeah right dont i wish i did. but yesterday was really fun. i was supposed to go to bladerunners with crystal brandon and katlyn to go to corys hockey game at 6 and then stay around for skating and hang out with this kid named ryan from ambridge and then i kinda ditched him and i felt really bad. me and katlyn ended up going to neville island at like 630 because we couldnt get a hold of crystal and brandon wasnt going anymore. so me and katlyn went ice skating for like 15 minutes. she sucks really bad. lol but its okay because i love her. i did pretty good i was going really fast hahaha wweeeww. but yeah there were all these lil kids there that were like under 10. and these two lil non white boys told me i was ugly and they were like 5. im like whoa shut up lil kid im hott lol. then me and katlyn sat down and she ate chicken or something and then i seen billy weeks haha. then after she was done i seen david hansell and then i seen ashley. so im like heyy and shes like im here for the hockey game and im like omg me too! so then me and katlyn sat with her for the game. we were cheering for dave! its was fun. lol then ricky and all his friends kept hitting into us and ashley kept spilling her coffee. lol then i seen billy weeks. haha hes really good at hockey. hes like the bestest player ever! yeahh =). then i gave ashley a pregnancy packet because i thought she would need it haha. then after the game we stood around with ricky. and then we went to ashleys chem teacher and with some kid named dan. lol. then ashley ended up leaving and we were waitin for katlyns mom to come pick us up. so we were standing outside dancing and what not. and then i seen dan and i was blowing him kisses. and then i went inside and told him to come out with us and then i asked him his name bc i didnt know it at the time and he told us it and then like we forgot it and he got mad because he knew our names and he didnt tell us again lol. then billy weeks came out side and i screamed billy!!! come here. and then he turned around and was like oh and smiled. then he walked away with his lil hockey bag and im like billyy!!!!!!!!!!!! and he still wouldnt come. then i was like i fucking love you billy weeks. and he still didnt come lol. so ummm then dan left and he got in the car with his dad and i was blowing him kisses and waving good bye and he didnt even say bye back. then katlyns mom finally came and we got in. then aktlyn asked if she could sleep over and her mom said no! i was very upset. so when i got home i came online for a lil and then watched the mask then i fell asleep in the living room then i woke up at like 430 and went upstairs to my bed.
this morning i woke up at 1230. thats the latest i slept in for a while. im not quite sure what my exact plans are for today tho. i know that katlyn is come over later. and then brandon might come over. i was talking to mike and he doesnt know if hes coming over or not so uhh yeah. lol in a lil bit im going to rent some movies.. MEAN GIRLS! thats so fetch<3 haha i love that movie its the bestest movie in the whole wide world! ill prob watch it 92308553289579832758932795872385793827589273589732985028750891739857329875983275983275897328579382759832705987239850798327589327598372985723987583207598372985732875892375987329857329875983275983729853739875398375983759873209857238957320933725897325897 times this weekend.
okay im like kinda getting over chris because hes really mean to me and i just realized that. the other day he made me cry for 2 hours. i was really upset because i never thought he would ever say anything that mean to me. like i knew he didnt really like me that much but i didnt think he like hated me. what i dont understand is he says he hates me but hes always talking about me. obviously he somewhat likes me if hes always going to be saying my name. jen hugo this. jen hugo that. and he told me never to say his name ever again and i was like wow. ill talk about him if i want to since hes always talking about me.
this morning i woke up at 1230. thats the latest i slept in for a while. im not quite sure what my exact plans are for today tho. i know that katlyn is come over later. and then brandon might come over. i was talking to mike and he doesnt know if hes coming over or not so uhh yeah. lol in a lil bit im going to rent some movies.. MEAN GIRLS! thats so fetch<3 haha i love that movie its the bestest movie in the whole wide world! ill prob watch it 92308553289579832758932795872385793827589273589732985028750891739857329875983275983275897328579382759832705987239850798327589327598372985723987583207598372985732875892375987329857329875983275983729853739875398375983759873209857238957320933725897325897 times this weekend.
okay im like kinda getting over chris because hes really mean to me and i just realized that. the other day he made me cry for 2 hours. i was really upset because i never thought he would ever say anything that mean to me. like i knew he didnt really like me that much but i didnt think he like hated me. what i dont understand is he says he hates me but hes always talking about me. obviously he somewhat likes me if hes always going to be saying my name. jen hugo this. jen hugo that. and he told me never to say his name ever again and i was like wow. ill talk about him if i want to since hes always talking about me.