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thank you to everyone that responded to me
i am so exhausted from not being able to sleep or just let my brain shut off for a moment
but things are better. they will be home next monday and i have a colonoscopy on tues (FUN FUN FUN)
i went to the dr to find out about the lump i felt in my pelvic area near my scar from the surgeries..my general dr had blown me off saying that it was scar tissue without even giving a complete exam
so the gi dr did a very long and painful exam and said 'those are tumors' what? he felt 2 where i had felt 1..he said he would not be able to give me a diagnosis until we did a few things:
colonoscopy and an mri to determine where they are
so im very scared and mad that this medical problem has been going on for so many years now..to say the least
SO
good times ahead..the prep for the scope is 99 on a 1-5 scale of nasty but i dont want to think about it right now haha
vicky is enjoying this time with the 2 of us. she has been so happy to help out and she loves to cook so much. i have let her cook scrambled eggs and make tuna salad as well as a few other small dishes that we have had in the last couple of days. she is so funny..if i let her she would watch CSI and law and order all day ..she is so much like me haha
i have been writing this in pieces
going and coming back every few hours
it seems so jagged but that really is me right now
i am so exhausted from not being able to sleep or just let my brain shut off for a moment
but things are better. they will be home next monday and i have a colonoscopy on tues (FUN FUN FUN)
i went to the dr to find out about the lump i felt in my pelvic area near my scar from the surgeries..my general dr had blown me off saying that it was scar tissue without even giving a complete exam
so the gi dr did a very long and painful exam and said 'those are tumors' what? he felt 2 where i had felt 1..he said he would not be able to give me a diagnosis until we did a few things:
colonoscopy and an mri to determine where they are
so im very scared and mad that this medical problem has been going on for so many years now..to say the least
SO
good times ahead..the prep for the scope is 99 on a 1-5 scale of nasty but i dont want to think about it right now haha
vicky is enjoying this time with the 2 of us. she has been so happy to help out and she loves to cook so much. i have let her cook scrambled eggs and make tuna salad as well as a few other small dishes that we have had in the last couple of days. she is so funny..if i let her she would watch CSI and law and order all day ..she is so much like me haha
i have been writing this in pieces
going and coming back every few hours
it seems so jagged but that really is me right now