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I dont know what to say, i guess its just over. Im done trying for anything, and im so sick of it. You got your point across and it hurt but you didnt see that, you just kept on. So now hopefully its all going to be uphill cause i dont think theres really anywhere else it can go.
This weekend was blah. It was the first weekend in a long time where i just sat at home. And all i could do was think and think and think some more. And it wasnt nice and enjoyable. I cant stay home on the weekends, theres too much for me to think about. And i dont want to, i cant, its too upsetting.
I dont know, I think im dressing up on monday. I wanna start the week out good, maybe it will be a great week, anything could be better than last. And next weekend, it should be good, im hoping its good.
This weekend was blah. It was the first weekend in a long time where i just sat at home. And all i could do was think and think and think some more. And it wasnt nice and enjoyable. I cant stay home on the weekends, theres too much for me to think about. And i dont want to, i cant, its too upsetting.
I dont know, I think im dressing up on monday. I wanna start the week out good, maybe it will be a great week, anything could be better than last. And next weekend, it should be good, im hoping its good.