Aug 13, 2006 00:50
i'll be back in belton tomorrow. and thus ends my stressful summer.
i'm excited to be moving back in, mainly because i am ready for a change of pace. i really hope this year will be as good (better!) than last year. i can't believe college is already half over...more than half if i graduate early (which seems likely). i don't want to graduate early, because honestly, i love the umhb bubble and i am not at all ready for it to pop and send me out into the big, scary real world. but practically...i should graduate early if its possible. and its possible.
i'm ready to move back, but i always have such a hard time readjusting. i hate leaving my family. they drive me nuts, and its becoming more and more obvious that i am "growing up" and ready to do things my way versus my parent's way. but, i just hate leaving them. i even hate leaving my house. its hard knowing that i don't really have much time left at home before i move out for good. and i hate that disconnect feeling i have from my family when i'm away at school. i feel like i am just written out of their lives, in a way.
well, here's to a good year (hopefully). anything beats this summer.