i am waiting for the perfect day..
[disclaimer: yes this journal entry is incrediably negative. i promise i am not always such a pessimistic person, but this summer warrents a negative entry.]
thank goodness this summer is almost over. i'm not exaggerating, i think it has been the worst, most stressful summer of my life. why?
1. i've had to do algebra all summer. i have been working so hard. each homework assignment takes me at least four miserable hours a day...with an emphasis on at least.
2. i overcommitted myself with summer school and two (unpaid!) internships. there have been days when i just couldn't physically get it all done. and because i had so much to do, i couldnt do anything up to my own perfectionistic standards.
3. i have had no time to relax...with the exception of a few weeks in may (that i spent feeling incrediably guilty that i wasn't doing anything productive). even on my trip to south padre last weekend, i was doing math homework.
4. for some unknown reason, our airconditioner is not cooling our house. seriously, today it was 86 degrees upstairs, which is pretty miserable. yet the electric bill is still sky high, so my dad keeps turning the air UP instead of down. it just keeps getting hotter.
so thats it. but the good news is that i have officially finished my PR internship, am one project away from finishing my writing internship and have one more week of summer school. please pray for me. if i don't pass this class and have to do it all over again...i might go insane.
[end of negative post. sorry for putting everyone through that.]
thank goodness this summer is almost over. i'm not exaggerating, i think it has been the worst, most stressful summer of my life. why?
1. i've had to do algebra all summer. i have been working so hard. each homework assignment takes me at least four miserable hours a day...with an emphasis on at least.
2. i overcommitted myself with summer school and two (unpaid!) internships. there have been days when i just couldn't physically get it all done. and because i had so much to do, i couldnt do anything up to my own perfectionistic standards.
3. i have had no time to relax...with the exception of a few weeks in may (that i spent feeling incrediably guilty that i wasn't doing anything productive). even on my trip to south padre last weekend, i was doing math homework.
4. for some unknown reason, our airconditioner is not cooling our house. seriously, today it was 86 degrees upstairs, which is pretty miserable. yet the electric bill is still sky high, so my dad keeps turning the air UP instead of down. it just keeps getting hotter.
so thats it. but the good news is that i have officially finished my PR internship, am one project away from finishing my writing internship and have one more week of summer school. please pray for me. if i don't pass this class and have to do it all over again...i might go insane.
[end of negative post. sorry for putting everyone through that.]