stressed?
dosen't even begin to describe it. my mother is being the biggest bitch ever. made me fucking get my hair cut! then wont even let me fix it the way i want to. sucks for me, cause im the one who looks messed up.then i got a good ol' 11 our trip to look forward to this week not. :[ it dosent help that she thinks she knows everything and wants to fucking run my life. gah, i cant wait for college. and then she wont let me transfer schools. parkway is the biggest fucking shithole if ive ever seen one. this weekend has ben one of the worst in a while. dosent help that i think i broke my ipod again.ha. that should be intersting. good thing we only have 2 days of school this week. if it was anymore, i might kill someone.damnit, and im sick too? this couldnt be any worse.well. i have to get started paking my stuff for the grand thanksgiving were gonna have. blows my mind how much of a hypocrite people are. im just ready to be done with this chapter of my life and start a new one. start making some real money and real friends that wont turn on you at any given moment. but i guess thats just life right? i need something to take my mind off things for a while....i have so much stuff i need to do. my moms been pressing me to pick a college/major, but i keep telling her im not going ANYWHERE but jeff state with this half ass parkway education, if you can even call it that. whatever. it'll be her money shes wasting when i fail.then she wants me to drive but wont take me to even get my permit. what the hell is that? ive been begging her to take me for like 4 months. my life sucks. right now i want to be as far away from these people as i possibly can. its weird, cause i never have these moments, like just wanting to escape or angry at the world. im always positive about life. but when you live with the dictator, things can get rough i guess. well im happy about one thing in my life right now. at least i have a freind who i trust and can vent to. we've known each other going on 11 years and she couldnt be a better friend to me.whatever.this is done.