Mar 10, 2004 03:38
Well, *this* was the biggest emotional rollercoaster ever. We knew that only 4 of us would be singing tonight and have a chance to go on, but to parade us out one by one from the red room to stand alone in front of the judges!! Why couldn't they do it like results night so we could at least sit down (it's tough to stand when your legs are shaking) and be amongst our friends for support. It was a waste of air time, too. They could have just had all 12 of us sing.
I'm mad that Marque and Lisa didn't get to sing. No, I would not have given my spot to one of them, but I think they were more deserving than some people who did sing.
I do feel really good about my performance, and good about what the judges said, but I can't help worrying, because sometimes they choose people that they said the previous night they didn't like, like when Simon chose Carmen last year. And all during rehearsals they kept saying how good Lisa was, listen to all that potential, reminds them of Kelly, and then they don't put her thru. I know that I won't be voted thru; that's gonna be probably JPL, or George or Leah or Matthew.
Big mad props to JPL for being risky and having it go so well! I thought before that he was the favorite for the fan vote, and now, fo sho! Props to Susie for doing a good job on a way overdone song and a cool outfit. Liz & Katie both looked & sounded great as usual. Matthew, I'm so tempted to make jokes about tickling and boxes but they'd just end up sounding like a really bad come-on, so I won't, I'd just embarrass myself ;)
I love all you guys.