whats up? lots is up!
My life has beewn hurdleing forward lately. I've mostly been very busy with work, but that makes doing anything else a real challenge. The holidays seem to be passing me by, but the spirit is still strong in this soul :). I've had some small issues involving boys; basically just me not being good at being lonely. I love being loved. usually with the boys that i want to love me, that means to have sex. which is what ends up happening but i'm endlessly content in their presence...just happy to talk, to listen, and to be. too bad i don't have anyone that wants to do that with me.
The peace corps called today. I have my interview with them next tuesday in NYC. I can't wait. I leave for germany in 11 days, I can't wait for that either. Its like since september, these are the moments i've been waiting for, and now they are just around the corner. I can't wait to spend time with toby. and potentially, some time with james in london. Most of all, i can't wait to crawl out of the shell that is my life right now. I guess i feel like i'm in a lonely slump, but i really am doing well, considering.
I've lost a lot of weight since college, and am very happy with my body. I almost never drink anymore too. I always feel full of energy. I fall more and more in love with the people that i work with everyday. In fact, i potentially will spend new years eve at bernie and eric's. it would be my first new years eve party. (sad life i know)
I'm happy. And i really really love life.
wishing you luck with yours.
Happy Holidays!
The peace corps called today. I have my interview with them next tuesday in NYC. I can't wait. I leave for germany in 11 days, I can't wait for that either. Its like since september, these are the moments i've been waiting for, and now they are just around the corner. I can't wait to spend time with toby. and potentially, some time with james in london. Most of all, i can't wait to crawl out of the shell that is my life right now. I guess i feel like i'm in a lonely slump, but i really am doing well, considering.
I've lost a lot of weight since college, and am very happy with my body. I almost never drink anymore too. I always feel full of energy. I fall more and more in love with the people that i work with everyday. In fact, i potentially will spend new years eve at bernie and eric's. it would be my first new years eve party. (sad life i know)
I'm happy. And i really really love life.
wishing you luck with yours.
Happy Holidays!