Lika whoa

[jennifer__love]

I know I've been a little recluse lately. I've been spending all my time with Jimmy *smiles softly* I feel really comfortable with him. Really comfortable. It's been a long time since I can just relax around a guy and not feel ridiculous pressure to be cute all the time or happy all the time or fun all the time. We do laugh. We do talk seriously. We do just sit in silence and enjoy the company of each other. It's weird, there is so much more to him than one might assume. *sighs a little* He told me that he doesn't feel like he always has to be funny around me. Which made me feel...amazing. What kind of person would he be if all he ever did was joke around? *shakes her head a little*

We share something. I don't know what it is and I don't know where it came from but I'm holding onto it now. I'm content. It's gonna suck when I have to leave, I can feel it already.

Brittany, I am heading your advice. I'm not rushing. I'm just enjoying this *nods slightly* And I deserve to *smiles*