hey
hey ppl
im havent been in the best mood lately cuz i miss my cuzzin kody:( he wuz such a sweet heart ever and i havent talked to chris in a SUPER LONG TIME *chris ur a sweet heart too:)* and today my boyfriend dumped me for NO reason at all and that really got me sad:( but the good thing is that im dyin my hair again for passin a test *lol i got 83% best mark this year:)* im bleachin it light light blonde and puttin flamigo pink think streaks and the under layer black:) its gunna look awsome it is gunna be a big change frum black and red but my face wont look as pale:) lol ya im movin away frum the gothic look cuz ever since i started being goth i've been depressed
tomorrow im excited cuz i get to sleep in for a bit but down side i have to go to a shrink at 10:00 am:( i dont like shrinks the last 2 scared me:( they wanted to give me lots of physical "ewww old ppl touchin me" *shivers* and then they wanted to get LOTS of blood work and im deathly scared of needles i can stand them and then my doctor finally convinced me to get the tests done *my family doctor not a shrink* he said it could help end all of my depression and the weird thing is my blood WOULD NOT come outta my arm!! well it did but very very very slowly my dead gramma walked faster then that i took 8 minutes to get 3 tubes done:( my arm wuz really sore and i felt really light headed after but the good thing is is that i got to eat lots of sugar stuff to get my blood sugar level up some more:)
omg! today at school it wuz soooo awsome my really close friend evan jus got back from rocky mountain house:) and as soon as he walked into class i gave him a BIG hug and then he started to pinch my arm calling me a "squealer" i unno y but then we had a big pinch war thinger and it wuz awsome u could jus tell where i wuz pinched cuz it wuz all red and then we played the real version of "Rock, Paper, Sissors" u kno how u either win or lose well if u lose the winner takes there index and middle finger and whips u rite on the bottom side of your arm we kept on going on and on until somebody started to bleed unfortuanley it wuz me that started to bleed i have a big gash in my arm now but funny thing is all the guys were whipping my arm and it didnt hurt then i hit em back and they jus bout started to cry cuz it hurt so bad:) im pround i like being stronger then those guys:P
in 4-5 period the drama club preformed there skits to the whole school:) it wuz pretty funny some of the actors forgot their lines but they jus made it up as then went when they forget and it still wuz REALLY funny i jus bout pissed my self laughin at this one:
there wuz a perfect family, with a perfect beautiful daughter, the daughter wuz smart in everyway pretty much, and they were havin an interview with the mother, father, and the daughter however the interview person didnt kno there wuz a weird daugther also and it wuz really funny cuz the weird daughter wuz really hyper and dressed like a hippie:P ya it wuz great
but ya im happy cuz evan is back home:) but im still kinda sad that i wuz dumped but i'll get over him "sooner or later" but ya i better go cuz my dad is gettin mad at me cuz i wuz suppose to be off the computer like 3 hours ago:P
Ps: lol i have like probably 2 hours of questoin to answer frum that shrink guy so i better get rested up
peace out
Jenn:)
im havent been in the best mood lately cuz i miss my cuzzin kody:( he wuz such a sweet heart ever and i havent talked to chris in a SUPER LONG TIME *chris ur a sweet heart too:)* and today my boyfriend dumped me for NO reason at all and that really got me sad:( but the good thing is that im dyin my hair again for passin a test *lol i got 83% best mark this year:)* im bleachin it light light blonde and puttin flamigo pink think streaks and the under layer black:) its gunna look awsome it is gunna be a big change frum black and red but my face wont look as pale:) lol ya im movin away frum the gothic look cuz ever since i started being goth i've been depressed
tomorrow im excited cuz i get to sleep in for a bit but down side i have to go to a shrink at 10:00 am:( i dont like shrinks the last 2 scared me:( they wanted to give me lots of physical "ewww old ppl touchin me" *shivers* and then they wanted to get LOTS of blood work and im deathly scared of needles i can stand them and then my doctor finally convinced me to get the tests done *my family doctor not a shrink* he said it could help end all of my depression and the weird thing is my blood WOULD NOT come outta my arm!! well it did but very very very slowly my dead gramma walked faster then that i took 8 minutes to get 3 tubes done:( my arm wuz really sore and i felt really light headed after but the good thing is is that i got to eat lots of sugar stuff to get my blood sugar level up some more:)
omg! today at school it wuz soooo awsome my really close friend evan jus got back from rocky mountain house:) and as soon as he walked into class i gave him a BIG hug and then he started to pinch my arm calling me a "squealer" i unno y but then we had a big pinch war thinger and it wuz awsome u could jus tell where i wuz pinched cuz it wuz all red and then we played the real version of "Rock, Paper, Sissors" u kno how u either win or lose well if u lose the winner takes there index and middle finger and whips u rite on the bottom side of your arm we kept on going on and on until somebody started to bleed unfortuanley it wuz me that started to bleed i have a big gash in my arm now but funny thing is all the guys were whipping my arm and it didnt hurt then i hit em back and they jus bout started to cry cuz it hurt so bad:) im pround i like being stronger then those guys:P
in 4-5 period the drama club preformed there skits to the whole school:) it wuz pretty funny some of the actors forgot their lines but they jus made it up as then went when they forget and it still wuz REALLY funny i jus bout pissed my self laughin at this one:
there wuz a perfect family, with a perfect beautiful daughter, the daughter wuz smart in everyway pretty much, and they were havin an interview with the mother, father, and the daughter however the interview person didnt kno there wuz a weird daugther also and it wuz really funny cuz the weird daughter wuz really hyper and dressed like a hippie:P ya it wuz great
but ya im happy cuz evan is back home:) but im still kinda sad that i wuz dumped but i'll get over him "sooner or later" but ya i better go cuz my dad is gettin mad at me cuz i wuz suppose to be off the computer like 3 hours ago:P
Ps: lol i have like probably 2 hours of questoin to answer frum that shrink guy so i better get rested up
peace out
Jenn:)