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Im in uhhh what do you call it? rut. yeah, a rut. i've never felt so worthless in my life, who knew that doing something everyday and getting paid and being able to do things with that money could make you feel worth anything. well it does. and ive been cruising that bum boat for way too long that ive gotten to the point where its becoming soooo hard to do anything else. i finally put my foot downa nd came home tonight instead of sleeping in with duder. so lets just see if that pays off tomorrow. I WILL GET A JOB! I WILL QUIT BEING A LAZY RETARD! I WILL SUCCEEDDDDD! haha. that was kinda fun.
i got a camera its cool beans.
the best part is remembering what it feels like to have someone hold you when you are sleeping. no one, and i mean no one can say that they would be happy if they didnt have that. its the most amazing thing ever. you should try it one day.
im kind of excited to get old, not too old to the point of like diapers or anything. just maybe old enough to know if im going to be a total fuck up forever or if im gonna snap out of it. will i have babies? a husband? a house? a car!?!?! a yard? a dog? hmmm or will i be living in an apartment by myself in downtown tacoma or even hilltop for that matter, cooking, eating, hanging out with myself and no one else. uggh thats a scary thought.
WELL im not gonna be like that. i know what i want. i just gotta get it. ithinkicanithinkicanithinkican.
wish me luck.
i need alot of it so if you can spare any extra too that would be cool.
i got a camera its cool beans.
the best part is remembering what it feels like to have someone hold you when you are sleeping. no one, and i mean no one can say that they would be happy if they didnt have that. its the most amazing thing ever. you should try it one day.
im kind of excited to get old, not too old to the point of like diapers or anything. just maybe old enough to know if im going to be a total fuck up forever or if im gonna snap out of it. will i have babies? a husband? a house? a car!?!?! a yard? a dog? hmmm or will i be living in an apartment by myself in downtown tacoma or even hilltop for that matter, cooking, eating, hanging out with myself and no one else. uggh thats a scary thought.
WELL im not gonna be like that. i know what i want. i just gotta get it. ithinkicanithinkicanithinkican.
wish me luck.
i need alot of it so if you can spare any extra too that would be cool.