Confused?
I am so confused right now. I don't know what to do about school. See the problem is that I don't want to work. I want to be a stay at home mom for my kids and husband. I don't want to be a career woman or have a full time job. It is really hard for me to be at school and go to classes when I don't think I will ever use them in the future. I kinda feel like I am just wasting money here. It's not that I want to marry some rich doctor either. That's not what I am looking for. I just want a comfortable life with a normal husband who loves me. I don't want to work, not because I am lazy, but because I want to be at home with me kids all day. Go to there school functions, help out in their classrooms, and go on field trips. I want to be there to get them off to school and be there when they get home. I want to have dinner on the table every night when my husband comes home. I guess I just feel like I am wasting my money and time here at school. I talked to my older sister tonight about this and she made a good point. She said that I am gonna need a job for when I am in between graduating and marriage/children. She also said that it is good to have something to fall back on if anything ever happens to my husband. While she made very good points I still find it hard to keep going to class and wasting $6,000 a year. However I don't have a boyfriend so marriage is still a long ways off for me. I am thinking of changing my major from elementary ed to something else like child development because the teaching program is 6 years and another major would only be like 4 years. I just can't see myself doing anything other than teaching, if I have to have a job, that's what I want to do. I don't know...I guess I will just have to think on it for a while. If anyone has any good advice for me, please comment. It would help me out a lot.Well I think that I am going to try and get some sleep. Night!