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I've been twittering way more than LJ-ing. It's hard to type with my nails so it's easier to post little tidbits rather than all of my thoughts at once lol.
So in reference to my last private entry, I was actually pretty bugged for a couple of days, but after some real thought, I feel happy with the way things went. It made me realize there are some people not worth the time wasted. I need to focus on the people that are true friends, really there for me, benefit my life in some way, actually make me happy :]
I already have a very select few people I can call friends that I see close to consistently.. or at least that I am always talking to (I miss you Rudi). I mean, I have my school friends, but that's the closest thing I've got right now, obviously besides family, which includes Chris, my fiance. He's my best friend. I don't know what my life would be like without him. I'm so looking forward to being married & trying to have a baby with him :]
Otherwise.. I have a lot of clients that I would call friends, or friends that mostly have been clients lately (people I only see while I'm doing their hair) ..even though it's not their fault most of the time. I live far from everyone, even though I'm very central, & I'm so busy with school, my family, & trying to get the bills paid, that I hardly even have time for myself. I'm dying to sit down & read through Twilight. I finally finished Snuff, but that was all done during school hours, & they've been pretty weird about doing anything not involving cosmetology lately ahah.
On another note, I need to make time to shoot. I need to model for Klariza, Kris, Vic, Daniel, Elody & Will.. & I need to take pictures of Nikki Dodge (who I met a couple weeks ago because she wanted her hair cut & she is ADORABLE beyond all reason), Klariza, Kris, Mary, Kimmy Mae & a few various others. Which also reminds me that I'm sad I have hardly been taking any pictures lately. Especially when going out. Stinkers w/ Chris & Joshua, Bar 107 w/ them & Klariza, Masquerade ball last night randomly seeing Minni Jo (love her!) & Angel (of all people) -totally random- haha. I don't know why I started to feel weird about busting out my camera in public. Do I care what other people think? Not usually.. but this has been weirding me out.
I have a to-do list that I wrote a couple weeks ago.. I've hardly done anything that was actually important that I wrote there. I've been doing so many random other important things that have come up randomly. Even our shower wouldn't turn off a couple nights ago (right after the drama queen freaked out about her hair & left) so I was too exhausted the next day to go to school. I always sleep in & then clean like mad when I do that. It feels like no matter how much cleaning I do, there is still more just around the corner. I wish I could get more help with that than I do heh..
I've been stoked about my hair lately. It's getting longer. I have been letting it grow out, & I've trimmed up the layers twice in like 6 months.. I put some teal in my tail (which sounds as awesome as it looks!) & I'm so in love with it. For the masquerade last night I curled it so the teal showed so much more. My hair matched my nails matched my mask! It was amazing ahah.. hence another reason why I'm mad at myself for not taking pictures.. argh!
This could go on & on but I need to get ready for bed.. otherwise I will have another mental battle in the morning whether or not it would be worth it to stay home from school again ahah.
So in reference to my last private entry, I was actually pretty bugged for a couple of days, but after some real thought, I feel happy with the way things went. It made me realize there are some people not worth the time wasted. I need to focus on the people that are true friends, really there for me, benefit my life in some way, actually make me happy :]
I already have a very select few people I can call friends that I see close to consistently.. or at least that I am always talking to (I miss you Rudi). I mean, I have my school friends, but that's the closest thing I've got right now, obviously besides family, which includes Chris, my fiance. He's my best friend. I don't know what my life would be like without him. I'm so looking forward to being married & trying to have a baby with him :]
Otherwise.. I have a lot of clients that I would call friends, or friends that mostly have been clients lately (people I only see while I'm doing their hair) ..even though it's not their fault most of the time. I live far from everyone, even though I'm very central, & I'm so busy with school, my family, & trying to get the bills paid, that I hardly even have time for myself. I'm dying to sit down & read through Twilight. I finally finished Snuff, but that was all done during school hours, & they've been pretty weird about doing anything not involving cosmetology lately ahah.
On another note, I need to make time to shoot. I need to model for Klariza, Kris, Vic, Daniel, Elody & Will.. & I need to take pictures of Nikki Dodge (who I met a couple weeks ago because she wanted her hair cut & she is ADORABLE beyond all reason), Klariza, Kris, Mary, Kimmy Mae & a few various others. Which also reminds me that I'm sad I have hardly been taking any pictures lately. Especially when going out. Stinkers w/ Chris & Joshua, Bar 107 w/ them & Klariza, Masquerade ball last night randomly seeing Minni Jo (love her!) & Angel (of all people) -totally random- haha. I don't know why I started to feel weird about busting out my camera in public. Do I care what other people think? Not usually.. but this has been weirding me out.
I have a to-do list that I wrote a couple weeks ago.. I've hardly done anything that was actually important that I wrote there. I've been doing so many random other important things that have come up randomly. Even our shower wouldn't turn off a couple nights ago (right after the drama queen freaked out about her hair & left) so I was too exhausted the next day to go to school. I always sleep in & then clean like mad when I do that. It feels like no matter how much cleaning I do, there is still more just around the corner. I wish I could get more help with that than I do heh..
I've been stoked about my hair lately. It's getting longer. I have been letting it grow out, & I've trimmed up the layers twice in like 6 months.. I put some teal in my tail (which sounds as awesome as it looks!) & I'm so in love with it. For the masquerade last night I curled it so the teal showed so much more. My hair matched my nails matched my mask! It was amazing ahah.. hence another reason why I'm mad at myself for not taking pictures.. argh!
This could go on & on but I need to get ready for bed.. otherwise I will have another mental battle in the morning whether or not it would be worth it to stay home from school again ahah.