Why

Mar 21, 2005 19:13

Why cant i do anything right anymore. when i was little they used to be so proud, now...i always do something to upset them in some way. She cant be happy for ANYBODY unless they live in a perfect little world and are a perfect person with a crown of daisies upon their head...IM SORRY IM NOT THE DAUGHTER YOU WANT. im sorry i am not what was wanted in a daughter. i live for those moments of pride in their eyes, yet i see it less and less. The ONLY thing they seem to like at the moment are my choice of friends, and my boyfriend...thats it. u know how many nights a girl crys themself to sleep because her parents arent proud of her. I know some of u know exactly what im talking about. I just ran i ran a whole mile because of a fight with her. I ran non stop, my legs just kept going. it kept me from saying things id regret. i just wish things would b the same again where i do everything right, and they r proud of me, and they tell me they love me all the time, instead of making me feel the way i feel right now...

...mike, elisa, lauren, and all my other friends...thank you, you are what keep me happy and i love you all

<333333333 Jennie

...03.06.05...
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