Jan 09, 2004 12:55
so i havent updated in liek forever! thats because i got grounded for those of you who care. and i've been writing in a journal (like the WRITING kind) that i got for christmas.
so last nigth was boo's play, couldnt go.
i'm gonna have oober fun tomorrow at saturday school. yep, that'd be me, the little miss i dont get in trouble because im too scared, yep i got a saturday school. but like aways, no one cares. so i dont really know why i type in here. only about 2 people ever look at it. that's oober sad. i mean, kitty and boo have tons of people reading theirs and i read a lot of others but no one reads mine.
well, gotta fucking stop complainging. wait, this is my journal so i can do whatever the hell i please.
im so sick of how everyone is acting. kitty and boo apparently arent friends anymore. i wonder how long that'll last. kitty is haveing amber spend the night. i guess im ok with that, i mean i dotn care if my friends have other friends but i does bug me when kaitlin makes me feel inferior whenever she's around.
yeah, know that im talkign about that. dont get this wrong kitty, i love you to death and im not trying to make u seem this horribly terrible person, but sometimes it seems that all im around for is for you to tell me to do stuff. or that im too loud. or that so and so doesnt like me. and you dotn dso that all the tiem but it seems when u do, its just never mind. and whenever we go somewhere, like the mall and there are other people around u just ignore me. or somethign. i dont know. maybe im being paranoid. but whatever. and other shit. but i believe that i should talke to you about this. ao i will. unlkike other people i dotn run from my problems. i talk them out.
shit, i dont think i have ever typed this much before. well, whoever reads all this must really be either a friend or has way to much time on their hands.
so i guess im a loser because i dont go out and party all the time. im sorry people, but i have parents that have RULES! i know you may not know what they are but they do exists. ( rules that it) or atleast i cant just blow them off because nothing ever works out for me. too bad.
well, i g2g to class next. i guess i'll just keep hopeing that someone posts on my journal. although they prolly wont. so, wish me luck and that i have oober fun tomorrow!!
luv you all!!
the loser
jen