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so yea, my new fav song is my immortal by evanescence. i'll have to post the lyrics on here. i dunno but its calming for me. whatever. but yea, i really cant wait till new years eve. although we prolly wont go to chris'. though it kick ass if we could. anywhose, i dont care. i mean i do but i cant really change anything now can i? its not liek i can just be like, hey chris, can i hang out with u? no. i cant. besides, yea. not likely. holy shit! im hearing things again!! AHHHH!!!!ok, im better. so,, where was i? oh yea, if any of u have read that conversation, last night with doug, that i had, any thoughts??? i cant believe i used to like that! i was stupid. i always like all the wrong people. why cant i ever be normal and go after some one worth it?? maybe i have some weird disfunction. i dunno. well, i guess i should just shut up and stop taking up space with this nonsense... but wait!! this is MY space to use and take up all i want. so cool. omg, im retarded. well, yea. bye for now.