A little Pissed
Ok So I am beginning to get really pissed off when a certain person talks about how I should not be with my boyfriend Chris. All year I feel like i have been badgered at any opportune moment about this and I am really really irritated. Obviously it just happened again or I wouldn't be here blowing off steam but I am because no one else is talking to me. So I am supposed to go to Chris's sister's wedding on the same day that there is a really awesome concert, and this 'person' was like oh it doesn't matter if you go, you and chris are gonna break up soon anyway, you don't love him, you are just with him because it is comfortable. you can miss that wedding and go to the concert instead, it doesn't matter. GRRRRRRR!!! I didn't even know what to say to that. I am just so so PISSED off right now that i don't even know what to do about it. I do love Chris, I am NOT with him just because it is comfortable, if I was, I would have ended it. I am not wasting over five years of my life just for the hell of it. If I didn't love Chris we wouldn't be together, if I didn't love him, it wouldn't hurt so much when I have to leave him (long distance relationship), If i didn't love him, I wouldn't be so damn pissed about this 'person' always telling me how we should break up! I would have done it. I just don't even know what to say now so i am gonna stop ranting and do something else..... like kill her..... grrrr. just kidding not killing although still extremely pissed and don't want to speak to 'person' at all!!!