Sep 21, 2009 22:14
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We are moving to Warner Robbins, Ga. For my husbands new job. Which means, I'm out of mine. I'm not quit happy about this. I know I've been bitching about this since he talked into this, but I really feel like I was pushed into this. I don't want to move, I don't want to lose my job. I don't want to give it up.
I'm just, pissy. I don't know how to tell anyone I work with so I'm keeping it all bottled up inside. I'm ready to....I don't know.
We are going to buy a car because we have to.
We have to move because he wants to.
I think he's still got the military mentality in him, move every so often. But I want to set down roots, we are reserves, not active any more. We don't have to keep moving. He just gets bored, and it drives me nuts.
The really big kicker? I pushed for him to stay active duty, and now he's got a DOD job doing the same job he was doing in the military. *facepalm*
I'm done, like REALLY done.....If I could stay here and afford to support myself I would...it hurts me to say that, but its the truth. I love him, but I love my job and I love living here, and he pushed my back against the wall (not really, but figuratively) and pressured me into saying yes into the move, just like he pressured me into the last move.
FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. I'm going to bed.
moveing,
justin,
work