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geez-o-man I need to stop this. I'm making myself literally so sick to my stomache. I cannot afford to let myself get ill when I've got other shit to worry and take care of. 95% of the time I subconsiously dont even realize I'm doing this to myself. Thats why the doctors say I have an E.D. and I.B.S. Isnt that great!? I've delt with E.D. before and the doctor always said once you've had it, you always will have it and its easy to turn back on even without knowing it. A.K.A. Subconsiously whatever..My motto that keeps people off my back and worrying about me is: I'm okay, I have always been okay, and I will be okay. I just have my "slip ups" and in due time I get through it without anyone helping me, and honestly I wouldnt want it any other way.