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Plane tickets went back up to $250. Thats only a 25 dollar difference, but I was already paying $225 and thats too much money right now. So, unless I get some donations, or someone becomes nice and pays for it, I'm not coming home. Sorry!
I'm kind of discouraged right now...about a lot of things :/ I'm just mad at so many people for stupid things. I don't need to be upset at anything. Forest is sleeping, that makes me mad because I want to cuddle with him and he won't let me in his sleep. He basically hates me when he's sleeping :/ He yells at me and tells me to stop touching him. One time I got so upset I started crying and he woke up and felt so awful he was like that to me! Sometimes though he'll kind of wake up and have conversations with me and be really loving. I don't know what it is, but tonight I'm scared to try to cuddle with him in case he's in a mean sleeping mood. I'll just cry :/
I went to the doctor's yesterday and I'm on this new medicine. Its the same stuff Forest takes, and my sister takes something very similar. Its helping me sleep at night. I went to bed at 2 last night, but I slept through the night and felt very refreshed this morning. Hopefully it continues to work, I'm sick of feeling like a pile of mush in the mornings.
I should get to bed so I can get up and get the kitchen cleaned up. It's starting to look icky again.
-Jenny
I'm kind of discouraged right now...about a lot of things :/ I'm just mad at so many people for stupid things. I don't need to be upset at anything. Forest is sleeping, that makes me mad because I want to cuddle with him and he won't let me in his sleep. He basically hates me when he's sleeping :/ He yells at me and tells me to stop touching him. One time I got so upset I started crying and he woke up and felt so awful he was like that to me! Sometimes though he'll kind of wake up and have conversations with me and be really loving. I don't know what it is, but tonight I'm scared to try to cuddle with him in case he's in a mean sleeping mood. I'll just cry :/
I went to the doctor's yesterday and I'm on this new medicine. Its the same stuff Forest takes, and my sister takes something very similar. Its helping me sleep at night. I went to bed at 2 last night, but I slept through the night and felt very refreshed this morning. Hopefully it continues to work, I'm sick of feeling like a pile of mush in the mornings.
I should get to bed so I can get up and get the kitchen cleaned up. It's starting to look icky again.
-Jenny