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so as of today i have relized josh pray and i run in to each other every where i am not really sure what to think about this hole thing but yeah its like i had not seen him sence my freshman yeah and just like bang i see him 2 times in a week odd i gess u can call it. yeah well any ways these last few days have been quite amazine i have spend every day with kayla and chelsea and the occasional joey here and there. most of the time i cant handle him but yeah he is a good kid. well any ways i have come to relize sence i was with heather and i was with dave i have come to the conclusion that i was very mean to heather yes i am sry there isnt much to say other then i wasnt ready for that much commitment yeah heather and i had some pretty rought times with the media and shit but we held on well she did i dunno.... stupid scorpio then with dave i think i wouldnt have handled it any other way i tryed my best but my mom and i were going threw some rough stages and so on and so forth but the last week of dave and i it was perfict i didnt have a headed and my mom and i are talking more yeah and she excepts my sexuality and i am glad. but it was to late for dave and i will never fully understand but... never mind... but it hurts to look into his eyes bc i still have so much love for him. as heather says it sucks getting dumped yeah but now... never mind i think joey might ask me to homecomming its weird he is a hick and well yeah he is a good kid not sure what to think him and i have some rather disturbing converstaions and he has some really good logic skills yeah well any ways the last few days have been fun hanging out wiht kayl and chelsea right now and cass we went to the mall and to marrow were gonna have some kick ass fun with some movies and pizza and laughs and perhaps joey will want to spend the night... i am not sure how i think of joey but some times i just need a hug from him. yeah well i am gonna jet ........
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art is pain on paper