Fight Down the Butterflies 1/4
A/N: This is my first fic ever and I'm so nervous but excited for people to read this. Please comment. I always appreciate con-crit because there are so many great writers out there and anything that helps improve my writing is always greatly appreciated. Wrote this on Jongyu, my ultimate OTP, from SHINee, my ultimate Kpop band:) Hope it doesn't fail too bad lol
It should have been easy. Of course it should have. Hell, he was Jonghyun! Lead singer of SHINee! The flirt who made every shawol out there swoon just by flashing one of his breathtaking smiles. But easy was not the adjective to come to mind as Jonghyun considered the internal conflict he was struggling with. Honestly, it was anything but. Just considering it made shivers run up his spine and as much as he wanted to slap himself for being a coward, he knew that it wouldn't change a thing. One thought about that heart melting smile, those brown, mesmerizing eyes that Jonghyun swore he could drown in if he had the guts to look into them long enough, those arms that made Jonghyun wonder if he would feel as safe and secure encircled in them in real life as he did in his daydreams, was all it took for Jonghyun to succumb to cowardice.
Every day he would awaken, telling himself that today would be the day. And every night ended with the age-old ritual of repeating those same worn out words time and again: tomorrow's a new day. But Jonghyun comforted himself. One of these days he would work up the courage to overcome what that beautiful eye-smile did to him. One day he would have enough strength to ignore the butterflies taking up arms within his stomach whenever he heard that soothing voice that no could deny blended so well with his own. One day he would go to bed and have new words to say: I love you. Until then... he would wait.
It should have been easy. Of course it should have. Hell, he was Jonghyun! Lead singer of SHINee! The flirt who made every shawol out there swoon just by flashing one of his breathtaking smiles. But easy was not the adjective to come to mind as Jonghyun considered the internal conflict he was struggling with. Honestly, it was anything but. Just considering it made shivers run up his spine and as much as he wanted to slap himself for being a coward, he knew that it wouldn't change a thing. One thought about that heart melting smile, those brown, mesmerizing eyes that Jonghyun swore he could drown in if he had the guts to look into them long enough, those arms that made Jonghyun wonder if he would feel as safe and secure encircled in them in real life as he did in his daydreams, was all it took for Jonghyun to succumb to cowardice.
Every day he would awaken, telling himself that today would be the day. And every night ended with the age-old ritual of repeating those same worn out words time and again: tomorrow's a new day. But Jonghyun comforted himself. One of these days he would work up the courage to overcome what that beautiful eye-smile did to him. One day he would have enough strength to ignore the butterflies taking up arms within his stomach whenever he heard that soothing voice that no could deny blended so well with his own. One day he would go to bed and have new words to say: I love you. Until then... he would wait.