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ahhhhhhhhh, i need to go to bed. why am i still up!? because i'm a maniac, that's why.
so I'm moving in like two weeks. christ, i have so much to do. it still hasn't hit me that my life is going to do a total 180 in a few weeks. i have a lot of concerns about going back to flint. i'm worried that i'm going to get super fat again. i wont let myself, but there's a reason why flint is one of the fattest cities in america. i'm worried that i'm going to go overboard with my partying and piss away everything. i'm worried that living with my mom and her husband is going to affect my relationship with her, and that will totally devastate me. soooo much shit on my mind right now.
ill finish this entry later. i really need sleep.
so I'm moving in like two weeks. christ, i have so much to do. it still hasn't hit me that my life is going to do a total 180 in a few weeks. i have a lot of concerns about going back to flint. i'm worried that i'm going to get super fat again. i wont let myself, but there's a reason why flint is one of the fattest cities in america. i'm worried that i'm going to go overboard with my partying and piss away everything. i'm worried that living with my mom and her husband is going to affect my relationship with her, and that will totally devastate me. soooo much shit on my mind right now.
ill finish this entry later. i really need sleep.