SMELLS
I CAN SEE THAT I'M GONNA HAVE TROUBLE WITH FOOD SMELLS. MAYBE I SHOULD PASS THE SAMPLE AISLE IN SAM'S CLUB. MAKING DINNER WAS REALLY HARD FOR ME. THE SMELL OF THE PIZZA WAS TROUBLING. MY ONLY THOUGHT IS THAT I'M NOT GIVING UP FOOD FOREVER JUST A LITTLE WHILE. I'M NOT FEELING HUNGRY AT ALL BECAUSE I'M EATING WHAT SEEMS LIKE ALL THE TIME. ITS THE THOUGHT AND SMELL THAT MAKES ME WANT IT, AND I KNOW THAT NOW IN MY LIFE IS WHEN I HAVE TO DO IT. THE TASTE ISN'T SO BAD BUT BORING. THE VANILLA IS THE BEST THEN CHOCOLATE AND STRAWBERRY IS LIKE PEPTO LOL. THE BAR WAS LIKE LEAD, IT WAS PEANUT BUTTER, OH AND THE CHICKEN SOUP ( WHICH YOU CAN SUBSTITUTE FOR A SHAKE) WAS LIKE THICK WATER-DOWNED NASTY BROTH. GOSH I REALLY HAVE MY WORK CUT OUT FOR ME. I'M SO CRANKY AND I HAVE A TERRIBLE HEADACHE WHICH IS FROM THE 900 CALORIE DIET THAT I HAVEN'T DONE SINCE I WAS 10 LOL. ALL IN ALL I'M VERY PROUD OF MY SELF THAT DAY ONE IS OVER. ONE DAY AT A TIME IS ALL I CAN TAKE IT. TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY AND I'M NOT GOING TO SAM'S CLUB.