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jen update:
what is jen doing now?
in theory, she's going to class and doing ssc's "cinderella" as the asm.
in reality? well, still technically going to class but i don't really care. i fee like such a bad student this quarter.
"cinderella" has kinda taken over my life. and my problem is realizing that i'm still a student and that i still have classes to pass. granted, it's two. but really, i'm treating this show more as a job instead of "another class." i feel like i'm ready to get out of this university.
i could stay and do the 5th year grad program. but really, why? i don't really want to be here now and so what makes me think i'd really want to hang around next year?
looking back on this entry, it sounds a little depressing. let's talk about the good stuff.
adam and i had our 2-year at the beginning of the month. we went camping for a weekend in big sur. so fabulous! we went to dinner at nepenthe and did the whole dinner and a sunset thing. *insert cheesy "aaww!"*
i've been extremely busy lately. i feel bad because i miss people! i miss steph. :*( the only people i seem to see are adam, melissa, reed, dori and wil (production assistants). i don't even really see ari, mike or aaron despite the fact that i live with them. start day: 9:30am. end day: 11:30pm. get up and do it all again the next day. sundays: sleep.
it's hard being in this profession and having friends who aren't. see, here's the deal: with this job, you kinda disappear for a bit and then you resurface. then you go away again and it's a pattern. people who do this understand and get it. but people who aren't....understandably so, they look at it and say "you have no time for me....yah.....i'll talk to you later." i'm sorry! :(
anyways....halloween this weekend. maybe san fran. we'll see.
off to more paperwork and coffee.
what is jen doing now?
in theory, she's going to class and doing ssc's "cinderella" as the asm.
in reality? well, still technically going to class but i don't really care. i fee like such a bad student this quarter.
"cinderella" has kinda taken over my life. and my problem is realizing that i'm still a student and that i still have classes to pass. granted, it's two. but really, i'm treating this show more as a job instead of "another class." i feel like i'm ready to get out of this university.
i could stay and do the 5th year grad program. but really, why? i don't really want to be here now and so what makes me think i'd really want to hang around next year?
looking back on this entry, it sounds a little depressing. let's talk about the good stuff.
adam and i had our 2-year at the beginning of the month. we went camping for a weekend in big sur. so fabulous! we went to dinner at nepenthe and did the whole dinner and a sunset thing. *insert cheesy "aaww!"*
i've been extremely busy lately. i feel bad because i miss people! i miss steph. :*( the only people i seem to see are adam, melissa, reed, dori and wil (production assistants). i don't even really see ari, mike or aaron despite the fact that i live with them. start day: 9:30am. end day: 11:30pm. get up and do it all again the next day. sundays: sleep.
it's hard being in this profession and having friends who aren't. see, here's the deal: with this job, you kinda disappear for a bit and then you resurface. then you go away again and it's a pattern. people who do this understand and get it. but people who aren't....understandably so, they look at it and say "you have no time for me....yah.....i'll talk to you later." i'm sorry! :(
anyways....halloween this weekend. maybe san fran. we'll see.
off to more paperwork and coffee.