So much for my summer.
I just found out that I have mono. I don't know if I'd rather punch something or cry. Crying takes less energy and that only makes me more angry because I hate being a wimp and crying.
So now everything is up in the air. They said at Rockette camp there's a chance that I could rupture my spleen, if I have enough energy to get out of bed. I finally am getting a lot of hours at the cafe but I can't work when I have a fever, which could be off and on for days, weeks, or months. I have very little energy to work out and the more strain I put on myself, the more likely it is to get worse even though working out should keep me in shape. I was finally able to hang out with my friends late without my mom freaking, but now it's going to go back into full over protective mode and I'll rarely be allowed out past 10. And I can forget getting a job up in Saratoga.
Plus I have to get my tonsils out. Hurrah.
This summer is going to suck.
So now everything is up in the air. They said at Rockette camp there's a chance that I could rupture my spleen, if I have enough energy to get out of bed. I finally am getting a lot of hours at the cafe but I can't work when I have a fever, which could be off and on for days, weeks, or months. I have very little energy to work out and the more strain I put on myself, the more likely it is to get worse even though working out should keep me in shape. I was finally able to hang out with my friends late without my mom freaking, but now it's going to go back into full over protective mode and I'll rarely be allowed out past 10. And I can forget getting a job up in Saratoga.
Plus I have to get my tonsils out. Hurrah.
This summer is going to suck.