Detriot Rock City is on and I love that movie.
There's so much negativity in the air it seems. I think that a lot of things that are going on is just plain wrong. But that's me. I just want everything to be fair and right. But that's non-existant.
Things on my side are pretty good. I've had some downs but thank goodness that Nick understands that me yelling at him is just me being pregnant. But we're doing really good. I feel that we're more lovey now. Well, the times that I'm not having a pregnancy mood swing lol. Even last night when I started yelling at him, we agreed that I just needed to lay down and he even tucked me in and kissed me and told me he loved me. Then I started crying when he left the room cause I felt like a jerk. The thing that sucks about crying with me now, is that once I start I can't stop. It sucks.
I don't know what I'm doing for my birthday now. I want all my friends over, but there are disputes now. Nick and I are going to do some cute stuff. We're going to Hananoki and then going to Sonic and getting drinks there and walking the river walk. I only ask for simple things/little things. They mean the most to me. And it was his idea to do all this stuff too. What a sweetie =) I do love him a whoooooole lot.
But yeah.. my 20th birthday is Sunday. I think it'll be good cause I get to see Haleigh and my dad will be home and things are just going to go well. Later that night, like I said.. I don't know what I want to do now. I might just reschedule something. I don't want anyone to feel awkward or uncomfortable.
I hung out with Erica the other day and we went to the duck pond. It was so much fun. It reminded me of old times. When we used to drive around it in her car, wearing dresses and taking pictures and listening to One True Thing. Erica is my girl and I love her with all my heart. I feel bad for what's happening but all I hope for is that things will work out for the best. We also went back to her house and had ourselves a hot dog party. Hanging out with her really made me know how much I miss seeing her all the time. We're going fishing this weekend with our dads. It should be super fun =)
On the 16th, Nick and I will be together for 1 year. I can't believe a year has gone by so fast. But this was also the year I fell in love and pretty much spent everyday with him. So I guess that proves that time flies when you're having fun.
I can't wait to see our baby. We're going to make the perfect family.
Things on my side are pretty good. I've had some downs but thank goodness that Nick understands that me yelling at him is just me being pregnant. But we're doing really good. I feel that we're more lovey now. Well, the times that I'm not having a pregnancy mood swing lol. Even last night when I started yelling at him, we agreed that I just needed to lay down and he even tucked me in and kissed me and told me he loved me. Then I started crying when he left the room cause I felt like a jerk. The thing that sucks about crying with me now, is that once I start I can't stop. It sucks.
I don't know what I'm doing for my birthday now. I want all my friends over, but there are disputes now. Nick and I are going to do some cute stuff. We're going to Hananoki and then going to Sonic and getting drinks there and walking the river walk. I only ask for simple things/little things. They mean the most to me. And it was his idea to do all this stuff too. What a sweetie =) I do love him a whoooooole lot.
But yeah.. my 20th birthday is Sunday. I think it'll be good cause I get to see Haleigh and my dad will be home and things are just going to go well. Later that night, like I said.. I don't know what I want to do now. I might just reschedule something. I don't want anyone to feel awkward or uncomfortable.
I hung out with Erica the other day and we went to the duck pond. It was so much fun. It reminded me of old times. When we used to drive around it in her car, wearing dresses and taking pictures and listening to One True Thing. Erica is my girl and I love her with all my heart. I feel bad for what's happening but all I hope for is that things will work out for the best. We also went back to her house and had ourselves a hot dog party. Hanging out with her really made me know how much I miss seeing her all the time. We're going fishing this weekend with our dads. It should be super fun =)
On the 16th, Nick and I will be together for 1 year. I can't believe a year has gone by so fast. But this was also the year I fell in love and pretty much spent everyday with him. So I guess that proves that time flies when you're having fun.
I can't wait to see our baby. We're going to make the perfect family.