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Everything is going good. Me and Jay are still dating and going strong. Were like getting really serious but this time its different. Its like how things were when I was with Josh except different and better. I never thought that I could hand my heart out to someone every again but I have. I dunno.. I'm just so happy. We had the best talk in the world saturday at like 4 in the morning. He makes me so happy!! :) Not gonna tell anyone what it was about tho. If you feel the need to know, then u can ask but not makin any promises on whos gonna be told. Hehe. Sorry. Its like a big deal. Me and him are going to start lookin for a place to live come spring time. I'm so happy. UGH. I just can't get around how happy i have been in the past month or so. Everything is looking up in my favor. Sometimes it seems like I'm dreaming. I've been trying to help my sister out. Shes kinda depressed....long story that no one really needs to know about but it is tough on her and I feel bad cause theres really nothing i can do but be there for her and help out with the kids. I don't mind tho. I dunno... I'm gonna go smoke a cig and think some. But I'm so freaking happy!!!!