i have issues.justadream02May 2 2005, 02:00:50 UTC
ok so this one time when i was 13 me n DJ went to interskate and there was this kid there and he kept looking at me and i was like hmm is he hott? and i thought he was so his lil friend was liek do u think my friend is hott and i was like i duno why dones he come over here himself. and he did and it was this kid nick and he had this cousin josh and josh was hott but nick was ugly and i was like ewwwwwwwww and then he wouldnt go away and it was a bad scary time thats when i started getting nervous about guys coming up to me and then all the sudden it was like BAM high school and older seniors and shit and they would talk to me and i just didnt know how to handle myself anymore and i still dont and i get all nervous around certain ones cause theyre hott and popular and i had never delt with older guys coming up to me and stuff before plus they were all players and except moses who, did say he wanted to get in my pants but also asked why we never got together, so in conclusion im getting over my fear of guys little but little and since im forced to walk through the T to spanish i think im beginning to get over my fear of crowds although i still really hate them. its just like if u keep ur eyes up everyones staring at you adn theyre staring at you then ur staring at them and its awkward and sometimes u cant get by them and its just uncomfortable
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