Sorry it's been so long!
Wow! I guess it has been a while since I last updated. My computer crashed, and we still havent had it fixed!
Not much has been going on. Today was the first day of summer classes and Respiratory Therapy. I really think I'm going to like it! I'm excited! I know it will be difficult at times, but I know that in the end it will all pay off!
Today I also heard news that bothered me more than I expected it to. Lets just say that I have days when I miss a certain someone soooo much and it hurts so bad. I looked at our prom pictures last night, and I couldnt help but cry. Seeing us smiling with each other, so happy, in love. 3 years is a long time with someone, but I need to stop missing what we had in the beginning, and remember how things were towards the end. Things went to hell at the end, I know that, and it was becoming a unhealthy relationship, but I really did love him so much, wait a minute, I still do love him, and always will. I just hope he knows that. Not wanting him back or anything, but I just want him to know that I do still love and miss him.
Most of my days now are spent with Dustin. Out of the 7 days of the week, I spend at least five of them with him. Yeah, I know that you wondering why I miss Jon, but it's just one of those things that I cant explain myself. But I do really care about Dustin. He's coming over tomorrow after I get out of school. I'm excited to see him, even if I just saw him yesterday. He calls me 'jen jen' all the time, and it's so cute. I hate that he has to work graveyard, but we make it work. I usually see him before he goes into work, and he calls me evry morning @ 4:00 when he gets home, and then again before he goes into work. And his ex-girlfriend, well she doesnt have a problem with me anymore, and she even went out cruising with me in Bristol the other night. Well, I guess thats all for now, just because I'm getting tired of typing.
Not much has been going on. Today was the first day of summer classes and Respiratory Therapy. I really think I'm going to like it! I'm excited! I know it will be difficult at times, but I know that in the end it will all pay off!
Today I also heard news that bothered me more than I expected it to. Lets just say that I have days when I miss a certain someone soooo much and it hurts so bad. I looked at our prom pictures last night, and I couldnt help but cry. Seeing us smiling with each other, so happy, in love. 3 years is a long time with someone, but I need to stop missing what we had in the beginning, and remember how things were towards the end. Things went to hell at the end, I know that, and it was becoming a unhealthy relationship, but I really did love him so much, wait a minute, I still do love him, and always will. I just hope he knows that. Not wanting him back or anything, but I just want him to know that I do still love and miss him.
Most of my days now are spent with Dustin. Out of the 7 days of the week, I spend at least five of them with him. Yeah, I know that you wondering why I miss Jon, but it's just one of those things that I cant explain myself. But I do really care about Dustin. He's coming over tomorrow after I get out of school. I'm excited to see him, even if I just saw him yesterday. He calls me 'jen jen' all the time, and it's so cute. I hate that he has to work graveyard, but we make it work. I usually see him before he goes into work, and he calls me evry morning @ 4:00 when he gets home, and then again before he goes into work. And his ex-girlfriend, well she doesnt have a problem with me anymore, and she even went out cruising with me in Bristol the other night. Well, I guess thats all for now, just because I'm getting tired of typing.