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I'm having somes issues with trust these days, considering that Dustin's ex still lives at his house. He says to trust him, and I know he hasnt given a reason to not trust him, but it's just really hard. Everything just seems to be too good to be true between us, and I am a firm believer that if something is too good to be true then it probably is. And see it all started when his ex told me that Dustin is still sleeping with her. Now I know she is probably just mad, but I couldnt help to believe her. He begged me to believe him, and trust that he wouldnt do that, but mmy little gut feeling sneaks in and I start to fret all over again. I know it's crazy, but I'm just waiting for it to all blow up.I have fallen for him sooo fast, and he tells me all the time that he loves me, and I mean come on, how many guys call you at 4 in the morning after coming of graveyard just to tell you he loves you. I've just been hurt so many times, and I guess I just cant see how this one is going to turn out any different. I just want to my my soulmate and settle down. Maybe it is Dustin, I dont know yet, but I do know that I need help with this whole "trust" issue. I know deep down that it is going to end up hurting our relationship, but even with knowing that I still continue to analize our every conversation and worry myself to death. I just just pray and hope that God will send me a sign telling me whether I need to trust Dustin or not.
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forhead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." If u read this U have to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life!!!!!!!
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forhead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." If u read this U have to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life!!!!!!!