May 04, 2007 19:30
I hate trusting people. I hate trusting people especially when they stab you in the back. I hate when I think about certain people I trusted who betrayed me. It's just so frustrating. I can let go of most things... really, I can. But I just can't seem to let go of people I trust lying to my face about something important. I guess what I hate most is when I reminisce about good times and that certain shitty person ruins that memory for me because I also remember that she was there and such a big part of my life.
This is all really just plain stupid because it happened over the summer. I guess it just bothers me now because I barely found out the truth last week. And I haven't been able to shake it off since. I've always joked about how she's such a whore, but it didn't hit me until now that's its not just a joke. Whatever.