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this is the first time i have been out of beed since thursday evening sometime after dinner. my body hurts from being in bed for so long. i have been crap-tastic-ally sick. that and a combination of depression... bleh... life goes on i suppose.
i have spent 99% of the time i have been here at dad's putting in applications... just like normal. i keep hoping that something will happen and i will end up a job and then all will be good. hell, even if it is temporary... just fucking give me something ... damn!
though i have decided i wish i had something i was great at enough that i could earn a living doing that. i mean shit... look at jason... he is able to work at home now... too bad i suck at computer shit. i am a crafty girl, but no one wants crafty stuffs... so i guess that is out of the question. besides everyone is strapped for cash right now (the people that would be interested in such things) and i don't have the money (yet) to invest in becoming the ebay selling queen that so many people out there get to be. maybe i can make something someday that people would actually want to buy. i did start on a hoodie the other day. i have made blankets, mittens, beanies, scarves, purses, and now a hoodie is in the works... oh... and a made a stocking once, i might make another one for the niecling... though i am sure her mother will just toss it... so there goes that idea. i really am a crafty girl... maybe someday..... any ideas or willing customers???
alright... before i end up on a bitch rant about how fucking childish 99.999999999999999% of the people i know are being i am going to shut the fuck up and move on and go back to my applications...