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I dunno...I have been feeling kinda not myself lately. I kave been feeling like there is not much to care about. I DONT care if my roomie has a closit full of clothes she hasnt worn or that her moisturizer costs 75$. I dont care if another friends son is making her crazy cause hes acting his age and its her fault cause shes changed his schedual on him without talking to him about it first. I dont care about a lot lately. I dont care about what we have for dinner so long as its not going to make me sick and its not fucking sushi. (as a side note if I hear "I want sushi" one more time I think I am going ot SCREAM!!
What I do care about???? I dont know of much.
I need something tangible to hold on to to be excited about. To look forward to. Malaysia is so far away it not really real. Not yet. I have no tickets....no itenerary to study.
I got a raise. My boss said she gave me the highest amount she could. I like that...it helps...but I dont really care. Actually I couldnt be happy outwardly about it cause my roomie didnt get one and if I say I did and she didnt that will make her mad. Stupid but true.
I guess what I am saying is that the passion that I had for living and life is kinda....gone. WTF??? Where'd it go?????
What I do care about???? I dont know of much.
I need something tangible to hold on to to be excited about. To look forward to. Malaysia is so far away it not really real. Not yet. I have no tickets....no itenerary to study.
I got a raise. My boss said she gave me the highest amount she could. I like that...it helps...but I dont really care. Actually I couldnt be happy outwardly about it cause my roomie didnt get one and if I say I did and she didnt that will make her mad. Stupid but true.
I guess what I am saying is that the passion that I had for living and life is kinda....gone. WTF??? Where'd it go?????