2005 is almost over- Recap time- Random thoughts and whatnot
Alright, so the year 2005 is almost over, so I'm gonna do what's going to prolly be my last entry of the year.
I'm gonna vent real quick because the computer doesn't really talk back, therefore, I won't want to hit it. haha
I'm so tired of people actling like someone they're not. I'm tired of running into people I haven't seen for a while, and them acting like they should be held up on some damn pedestal. Just because their mommys and daddys give them everything and anything they want DOES NOT make them better than anyone else. And for the record, I'm not mentioning any names, but to a certain person I once concidered a friend: I hope you realize someday how many true friends you've lost not to mention I hope you find what you're looking for in life, and can eventually learn to wipe you own ass again.
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Alrightty, I feel better! Now onto my few final thoughts on this past year 2005-
I've learned a lot over this past year, and also been quite confused at several points of time too!
As for learning, I've learned who and what true friends are about. I've learned how friend should really treat each other. I've learned who I should trust and no matter what, I can't make every single person happy. I've learned no matter how much you care for someone, or think you care for someone, you shouldn't let them push you around, of let themchange you as a person. No matter how much that person CLAIMS they know what's better for you, always remember the only person that will and can change you, is you.
I've lost a couple friends this past year due to them not able to accept being just friends.
I don't have any brothers, but I have a few people I concider to be my brothers. I haven't gotten to see much of them this past year because of their jobs, and me not being home on the weekends. But Chris, Ivan, Cody, and Adam- You guys rock, and if I ever had brothers, I'd want them to be like you guys. I miss you guys and the good times. Thanks for always having my back, and always supporting me.
CJ, thanks for all you have done for me this past year so I could do what I love. I couldn't have done a lot of those things and had the opportunities to do them without your help. And thanks for introducing me to new people, who I now concider friends of mine.
Although the year isn't quite over yet, I'd have to say my favorite holiday this past year had to be Labor Day weekend-- I met a few new people, and made some new friends. Nothin but good times!
Lance and Bill- I love you guys! You'll always be known as the "nWo guys" and I've been called the "nWo girl". I'm so happy to have met you guys! You guys are awesome!
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Now onto my rambling about someone that I made friends with a few months ago. There's no need to mention this person's name, because I know that person knows who they are, and I don't want to embarrass that person. ;)
This person taught me a lot about myself in such a short amount of time. And has made me realize there are still people in the world that can be trusted. This person got to know me, and is still talking to me, so that's gotta be a good thing, right? haha
I love the fact I can be who I am, and nto have to put on a frint around this person. I'll end this part by saying thank you for showing care and being there for me when I felt like no one understood me, and I needed someone to talk to. Thank you for not trying to change or mold me into a different person. And accepting me for who I am. You're an amazing person, and I'll never be able to thank you enough for your friendship.
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On to my family-
I can't even begin to explain how greatful I am to have such an incredible family. I can't believe the support I get from them.
The past few years have been rough ones involving knee injuries, car accidents, surgeries upon surgeries, doctors, lawyers, and yet my family still stands strong together. I couldn't ask for any better parents then what I have. They're two of the most kindhearted, welcoming, loving and caring people I know. And no matter how pissed I made them, or how many stupid things I do, they still love me. I've done some really stupid stuff, and I regret them, not because it hurt myself, but because it disappointed and hurt my parents.
Mom and Dad- Thank you so much for picking me up everytime I get knocked down. I love you two so much, and I feel truly honored and proud to be your daughter. Thanks for supporting me through everything in the past, present and the future.
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To all my family members and loved ones that's passed away this year, I'll never forget you. I love you.
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Well, I think this entry is long enough. I have much more on paper that I could have added, but people don't have time to sit at their computers all day!!
So to anyone I have forgotten to thank, I apoligize.
I hope everyone has a safe, healthy, and happy New Years!
Talk and see you guys later!
My love to everyone,
Jennessa
I'm gonna vent real quick because the computer doesn't really talk back, therefore, I won't want to hit it. haha
I'm so tired of people actling like someone they're not. I'm tired of running into people I haven't seen for a while, and them acting like they should be held up on some damn pedestal. Just because their mommys and daddys give them everything and anything they want DOES NOT make them better than anyone else. And for the record, I'm not mentioning any names, but to a certain person I once concidered a friend: I hope you realize someday how many true friends you've lost not to mention I hope you find what you're looking for in life, and can eventually learn to wipe you own ass again.
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Alrightty, I feel better! Now onto my few final thoughts on this past year 2005-
I've learned a lot over this past year, and also been quite confused at several points of time too!
As for learning, I've learned who and what true friends are about. I've learned how friend should really treat each other. I've learned who I should trust and no matter what, I can't make every single person happy. I've learned no matter how much you care for someone, or think you care for someone, you shouldn't let them push you around, of let themchange you as a person. No matter how much that person CLAIMS they know what's better for you, always remember the only person that will and can change you, is you.
I've lost a couple friends this past year due to them not able to accept being just friends.
I don't have any brothers, but I have a few people I concider to be my brothers. I haven't gotten to see much of them this past year because of their jobs, and me not being home on the weekends. But Chris, Ivan, Cody, and Adam- You guys rock, and if I ever had brothers, I'd want them to be like you guys. I miss you guys and the good times. Thanks for always having my back, and always supporting me.
CJ, thanks for all you have done for me this past year so I could do what I love. I couldn't have done a lot of those things and had the opportunities to do them without your help. And thanks for introducing me to new people, who I now concider friends of mine.
Although the year isn't quite over yet, I'd have to say my favorite holiday this past year had to be Labor Day weekend-- I met a few new people, and made some new friends. Nothin but good times!
Lance and Bill- I love you guys! You'll always be known as the "nWo guys" and I've been called the "nWo girl". I'm so happy to have met you guys! You guys are awesome!
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Now onto my rambling about someone that I made friends with a few months ago. There's no need to mention this person's name, because I know that person knows who they are, and I don't want to embarrass that person. ;)
This person taught me a lot about myself in such a short amount of time. And has made me realize there are still people in the world that can be trusted. This person got to know me, and is still talking to me, so that's gotta be a good thing, right? haha
I love the fact I can be who I am, and nto have to put on a frint around this person. I'll end this part by saying thank you for showing care and being there for me when I felt like no one understood me, and I needed someone to talk to. Thank you for not trying to change or mold me into a different person. And accepting me for who I am. You're an amazing person, and I'll never be able to thank you enough for your friendship.
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On to my family-
I can't even begin to explain how greatful I am to have such an incredible family. I can't believe the support I get from them.
The past few years have been rough ones involving knee injuries, car accidents, surgeries upon surgeries, doctors, lawyers, and yet my family still stands strong together. I couldn't ask for any better parents then what I have. They're two of the most kindhearted, welcoming, loving and caring people I know. And no matter how pissed I made them, or how many stupid things I do, they still love me. I've done some really stupid stuff, and I regret them, not because it hurt myself, but because it disappointed and hurt my parents.
Mom and Dad- Thank you so much for picking me up everytime I get knocked down. I love you two so much, and I feel truly honored and proud to be your daughter. Thanks for supporting me through everything in the past, present and the future.
**************************
To all my family members and loved ones that's passed away this year, I'll never forget you. I love you.
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Well, I think this entry is long enough. I have much more on paper that I could have added, but people don't have time to sit at their computers all day!!
So to anyone I have forgotten to thank, I apoligize.
I hope everyone has a safe, healthy, and happy New Years!
Talk and see you guys later!
My love to everyone,
Jennessa