Aug 16, 2005 00:15
Why do I have trouble opening up to people?
I wish I knew~
Maybe it's because I'm afraid to~
Not that I dont want to~
Because I do~
But I'm worried about being hurt again~
or what that person's reaction is going to be to what I have to say~
It's as if a brick wall is surrounding me,
& if you're lucky to have broken a brick from that wall,
You've already gotten somewhat closer to me~
When I get hurt, and have expressed how I feel~
And to feel like I've been constantly knocked down & doubted,
It's then~
I throw another level of bricks to the wall.
JMG 2004/2005