*tear*
i dont know what is wrong with me. i think i'm sad for multiple reasons. i dont want to list all of them, but here are a few:
a) i want a relationship with a good guy soooo badly that it hurts, literally.
b) i'm very unhappy with my appearance.
well.. those are the only 2 that i feel like posting.
i'm really crushing on this guy. he's a GREAT guy. i know i could be happy with him. the sad thing is, the thing that hurts me so badly, is that he doesnt want the same thing i want, at least thats the way it seems.
-*~when the world says give up, hope whispers.. TRY ONE MORE TIME~*-
^if only it was that easy. i want to try again, and tell him how i feel, but i dont think i can. i mean, i can, but i dont want to feel rejected again. i dont think my heart can take it anymore.
on a brighter note: i'm sooooo happy with my friends right now. they are just AMAZING! I <3 YOU GIRLS!
*kk*th*bi*jf*ef*lf*