Jul 19, 2002 19:52
Just when I thought everything was going good things just come crumbling down again. I just cried my eyes out ..I wish I could just stop doing that. Everything is just so messed up. No ones with me anymore ..im falling apart so badly. I need to get out of this place ..I have to ..I dont wanna start off in that school again ..I just dont like it there. I dispise the people and i just feel uncomfortable there. It was better when my sister was there cuz at least i looked foward to seeing her between blocks ..and i actually knew her friends and talked to them ..and now this year is just gonna suck.
Anyway
How true:
Yeah I have a thing for you ..yet not many people know. I spend my nights dreamin of you ..I spend my days thinkin of you ..I spend every second of every minute wonderin what i could say to you ..to make you understand i once said no becuase of bein afraid to get hurt ..and bein too scared to have that chance of hurtin you.