".. I just need some gangsta lovin .."
Hmmm ....I havent been thinking too much about this thing ...I never feel like writing my thoughts down in here anymore ..nothing really matters anymore. For one time in my life, I can actually say that my life is going okay ..Its not too bad ..its just okay right now. Lets hope it just stays like this.
Last night (Wednesday night) I went to the carnival with Angelica. God it was so boring ..but at least we got to see everyone. Angelica saw all her people from Pompton and a lot of people from Haskell showed up. Awww Harolds so cute he gave us a hug ..what a sweetie :*] There was suppose to be fights but there wasnt any. We mostly hung out with Kari, Vanessa, Kelly, and Lacey the time we were there, and then Marcie, and her 2 friends. Jeremy was there with his friend, Andrew so we went by them too. He told me to stay by him cuz ppl might start something. What IdiotS. My sister finally came and we just chilled there for a lil and then we left and I went to Angelicas. We walked around for a lil, and then met up with Ricky, and Carlos ..
Today I was suppose to watch Carlos' little brother but I called him at 11 and he didnt need me anymore. So me and Angel went to 7-11 and got breakfast and Coke ..haha yum ..then we went to CvS to look around, and she went to work, and I went to her house to chill for a lil and then my sister picked me up around 1.
Im suppose to say my feelings in here but I just cant ..I have so many feelings about people in here and just cant get them out ..I dont want certain people reading this thing ..maybe I should write them else where :/
Its pretty scary in how much hes changed over the last months or so. I mean I remember when he was all over me, and we couldnt stand to be apart without seeing eachother and now its like he doesnt have time for anything but himself. I have so many memories of him ..I just wish I could have him back ...I need him back.
You called yesterday to basically say that you care for me but that you're just not in love..Immediately, I pretended to be feeling similarly And led you to believe I was OK To just walk away from the one thing that's unyielding and sacred to me ...
Well I guess thats all ..I just wanted to update cuz I havent in a while.
--Jena
Last night (Wednesday night) I went to the carnival with Angelica. God it was so boring ..but at least we got to see everyone. Angelica saw all her people from Pompton and a lot of people from Haskell showed up. Awww Harolds so cute he gave us a hug ..what a sweetie :*] There was suppose to be fights but there wasnt any. We mostly hung out with Kari, Vanessa, Kelly, and Lacey the time we were there, and then Marcie, and her 2 friends. Jeremy was there with his friend, Andrew so we went by them too. He told me to stay by him cuz ppl might start something. What IdiotS. My sister finally came and we just chilled there for a lil and then we left and I went to Angelicas. We walked around for a lil, and then met up with Ricky, and Carlos ..
Today I was suppose to watch Carlos' little brother but I called him at 11 and he didnt need me anymore. So me and Angel went to 7-11 and got breakfast and Coke ..haha yum ..then we went to CvS to look around, and she went to work, and I went to her house to chill for a lil and then my sister picked me up around 1.
Im suppose to say my feelings in here but I just cant ..I have so many feelings about people in here and just cant get them out ..I dont want certain people reading this thing ..maybe I should write them else where :/
Its pretty scary in how much hes changed over the last months or so. I mean I remember when he was all over me, and we couldnt stand to be apart without seeing eachother and now its like he doesnt have time for anything but himself. I have so many memories of him ..I just wish I could have him back ...I need him back.
You called yesterday to basically say that you care for me but that you're just not in love..Immediately, I pretended to be feeling similarly And led you to believe I was OK To just walk away from the one thing that's unyielding and sacred to me ...
Well I guess thats all ..I just wanted to update cuz I havent in a while.
--Jena