" ..My friends say i should play around ..they just havent figured out what i found in you.."
I havent been really updating much in this thing ..I guess cuz summers coming and all ..and im barely ever home. Well Monday me and my sister went to the mall to get our haircut ..afterwards she went to work and I went to my aunts. Around 10 she picked me up, and then we saw D, and Ricky, and so we drove them to James' house, and then we all went back to Angelicas we hung out there for a little bit, and then went home. Tuesday was my sisters graduation ..she made it lol. It was good. Afterwards our family went out to dinner. Wednesday was Angelicas birthday. I was out with my sister and Ashley all day ..we went to a couple stores, and the mall ..we shopped around a little bit ..she bought me some stuff since she had graduation money ..thanks hunni<33 After that we went to my aunts house cuz it was my cousin Timmys birthday too ..we bought him a baby blue Ecko shirt ..its really nice. He liked it. Afterwards my sister dropped me off at Angelicas. I got her a shirt and a baby blue bandanna ..cute. We walked around and chilled with D, Carlos, and Ricky ..walked around and stuff for a little. Me, and Angelica went and chilled at Carlos' house till around 2. It was fun ..he went swimming, and I took a walk ..lol ..dont ask. Then we went back to Angelicas, and I slept over. Thursday I went out with my sister, Ashley, & Jeremy to the mall and then afterwards we went to Paterson so we could meet Ashleys boyfriend ..hes really nice and really cute :X Lol. After that I went to Angelicas and then hung out there for a lil bit. Friday I didnt do anything in the day time ..around 9 I went to Angelicas and then around 9:30 Galo, Skylar, Sean, and Schuyler stopped by. We walked around for a little ..and then Rick called Angels cell, so we met up with him, D, and Carlos, and then saw a bunch of people ..then me, Angel, Rick, D, and Carlos left and went to Angelicas to chill ..It was fun we just watched tv and shit, and I talked to D for a little bit ..funnn. Afterwards I went to my aunts to sleep over ..cuz I had gotten into a fight with my dad. Saturday I went swimming with Ashley ..It was fun. Around 5 I went home and got ready for Evans party. Me, Angelica, and Izabela went ..It was really boring so around 10 my sister came and drove us to Angelicas. We all just chilled there for a lil ..Katelin came over and then her and Iza jumped on the trampoline, and then they left. Me and Angelica just chilled and crap, we fell asleep and then around 1 Rick called Angelicas cell phone and I had answered since she was sleeping ..he was outside ..so he came in and we all just chilled in her room until about 2:30. He had work that morning so he just left. I just slept over Angelicas since it was so late. Today we woke up around 12:30 ..damn a record ..lol. I went home around 1 and then went home, and got ready ..my aunt came to pick me up around 3 ..we went and rented dvds .."i am sam", "The others" and then we went back home. And then my cousin wanted to get other dvds so we went back there and got "Vanilla Sky" and "Monsters Ball" and then just drove around. My sister came over later on and watched the movies with us ..they were so good ..I was crying when were watching i am sam :/ Monsters ball was okay ..all they did was have sex though so it kinda got boring ..The others was really weird and scary ..but good ..I was talking through the beginning of it ..I was making my aunt and my cousin laugh ..gosh im such a character ..lol :X We left around 12 and now Im here writing in this thing.
He always acts like such a flirt around me and tells me all these sweet things..I love it ..but then I hate it. I know nothing would happen between us ..and its just like a lead on ..again. UGH :/
He asked me who I liked the other night ..I said no one ..what I really meant to say was no one but you .. It's been you all along.
The other night before my sisters graduation of course my parents had to bicker. I was eating dinner too ..they had to do it right in front of me ..I acted like I didnt hear anything and just went on and watched tv ..after they stopped it all came down on me .. and I just started crying so badly that tears were going all over my plate and on the table ..I tried to cover them up but my mom saw me and asked me whats wrong .. whats wrong with you .. why are you crying ..I told her I cant stand when they fight ..and I dont want to live here anymore ..she agrees with me ..I told her I didnt get the point of moving here in the first place was ..it was just a mistake ..this house is just like a shell ..as she put it ..no ones ever here, all we do is eat, sleep, and take showers and whatever here ..no ones ever happy. So I might be moving with my mother by the time school starts again ..I need to get away from here ..theres nothing here for me. I got in such an angry mood the other night at my father ..when the hell do I ever come home at 1? When I do its cuz my sisters out anyway ..and she just picks me up on her way home. Hes such a jerk sometimes ..he tries to put everything on me .. everything that happened to him is my fault. I got so mad that I just wanted to run away ..I told my sister to take me somewhere ..anywhere but here. So i went home and packed my things, and went to my aunts house and we slept there. ..He just doesnt understand ..at all.
Tomorrow Im going out with my sister in the day time ..and then after 7 prolly hanging out with everyone ..what else do we do? Lol ..its all good its better then what we would usually do. This week Im not doin anything. Thursday Im just probably goin down the shore. Nothin else.
Ill update later in the week ...
---Jena <333
He always acts like such a flirt around me and tells me all these sweet things..I love it ..but then I hate it. I know nothing would happen between us ..and its just like a lead on ..again. UGH :/
He asked me who I liked the other night ..I said no one ..what I really meant to say was no one but you .. It's been you all along.
The other night before my sisters graduation of course my parents had to bicker. I was eating dinner too ..they had to do it right in front of me ..I acted like I didnt hear anything and just went on and watched tv ..after they stopped it all came down on me .. and I just started crying so badly that tears were going all over my plate and on the table ..I tried to cover them up but my mom saw me and asked me whats wrong .. whats wrong with you .. why are you crying ..I told her I cant stand when they fight ..and I dont want to live here anymore ..she agrees with me ..I told her I didnt get the point of moving here in the first place was ..it was just a mistake ..this house is just like a shell ..as she put it ..no ones ever here, all we do is eat, sleep, and take showers and whatever here ..no ones ever happy. So I might be moving with my mother by the time school starts again ..I need to get away from here ..theres nothing here for me. I got in such an angry mood the other night at my father ..when the hell do I ever come home at 1? When I do its cuz my sisters out anyway ..and she just picks me up on her way home. Hes such a jerk sometimes ..he tries to put everything on me .. everything that happened to him is my fault. I got so mad that I just wanted to run away ..I told my sister to take me somewhere ..anywhere but here. So i went home and packed my things, and went to my aunts house and we slept there. ..He just doesnt understand ..at all.
Tomorrow Im going out with my sister in the day time ..and then after 7 prolly hanging out with everyone ..what else do we do? Lol ..its all good its better then what we would usually do. This week Im not doin anything. Thursday Im just probably goin down the shore. Nothin else.
Ill update later in the week ...
---Jena <333