i can't take it...
Tuesday Mike found out that he is getting orders to Korea. He'll leave in May. So there went all of our plans. We moved the wedding up 4 months so we can get married before he leaves, and maybe have a shot in hell of being able to be together in Korea. We set our date for April 12th. When his mom and sister found out they suggested 1] go to the courthouse, or 2] wait til he gets back. His sister is due May 7, and won't be able to come on the 12th. So they want us to wait a year so Amelia can come. Then today his mom called again. His dad has some work thing on that Friday. They aren't coming. Again the courthouse was suggested. I don't know what to do. I'm so crushed I can't even think. All I want is a pretty wedding. And I feel like a monster for wanting it. Mike asked if we could have it in GA. Then my whole family has to travel to GA, plus my friends, and neighbors. The majority wouldn't come, and then it wouldn't be my wedding. I want my wedding in my town, my place. That makes me horrible, because then the person I love the most in this world doesn't get his family on his wedding day. This is supposed to be the happiest time in our lives, and I do nothing but cry. I'm mad at the Army, and his parents, and I'm just mad.