But your hand is elsewhere and I'm talking enough for the both of us...

[jenndrabbant]

wow im really frustrated. McVay got mad at me again today. surprise. He thinks I ignore him and dont listen to him purposely, but I cant help it. It's not like I'm like "Okay i'm not going to listen to a word he says at all." I just tend to not be able to concentrate very well. I was going to explain it to him if he hadn't decided to put his cd on and turn it on full blast to the point where I wanted to jump out of that car, then drove incredibly fast and not safe at all which scares the shit out of me but I didnt want to say anything because thatd just make him more mad, then when we got to his house he jumped out of the car and yelled "WHAT THE HELL" and then I decided that that was my cue to leave. I'm not used to guys yelling at me like that...infact he's the only guy who ever has. So now I'm afraid of if I accidentally tune him out again he's gonna get all mad at me. Just for accidentally tuning him out, not on purpose. whatever.

<3 Jennifer