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[jennconnx3]

i got out of the shower a little while ago.
and i decided i should weigh myself,
against what im supposed to do.
and i didnt want to get on the scale but i did.
i lost 3 more pounds.
im not...happy though.
and i obviously wouldnt be happy if i gained weight or stayed the same either.
but, i just dont understand.
what makes me happy.
i lost weight.
why am i not happy.

i thought i was better.
i thought i was better.
i thought i was better.
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