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[jennbutt]

i wish i could say everything was ok.

i lied and tried to convince myself that i was fine.

i figured out if the mere sight of someone, provokes thoughts that causes me to drive home alone bawling thats a bad sign.

i've had the worst week and worst weekend of my sr. year thus far.

i just want everything to go back to the way it used to be.

i want to stop thinking of you, stop crying, stop wondering what the fuck i did

i hate everything about this.

just when i think im okay i start to cry again.

i hate that when im upset the only things played on the radio are love songs.

im heartbroken and alone.