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[jennbot]

I had a weird dream last night. I was at work and somehow my coworkers got a hold of a journal I was writing in. of course I was just babbling off and stuff like in this one. they were all laughing and everything. then one of them got to a point about them and they were all shocked and pissed off. I think it read something like, "I think so and so's got a crush on me." and he started spouting off about why not. now it looked like I liked him, but I really really don't and so I had to correct the situation and I got all defensive and said that I wrote that because he's been sexually harassing me and I'm not going to take it anymore. and I got real pissed off and was like fuck this job, and fuck you. I'm going to sue!!! all of my other coworkers looked at me in shock. and I was like, its all there, in my journal. every account of it!

it was pretty real. and now I've got to go :/ I've been looking for jobs every night, but I haven't had any luck. I'm starting to get crazy ideas like getting just enough money for rent next month and quitting. this week would be it as far as that goes. my mom also offered to pay for a month if I needed it for a job search. guh but I can't do that, cause I know I'll end up back where I am, or taking something else from the temp agency.

ug but I gotta go now. ciao.