a lot of life goin on
I never thought I would have this important of a job at nineteen years old. For some reason I feel like it is still hanging on a thread. Like I'm not quite in the loop just yet, but if I stick around for a couple months then I will be tied in. And I love that. It scares me to death. But it makes me work harder than I have ever worked. In high school, I thought that yearbook deadlines were scary. Now, I laugh. That's all I can say.
I'm excited because Chuck Palaniuk has a new book out. Too bad I am 104 pages into "The Time Travelers Wife" and so far it has yet to give me any reason to turn the pages. I'll probably just stop trying soon.
A happy thing, though: James. It just feels right.
I am living a lot lately. Not wasting my life. It's a good summer and I feel refreshed. I miss Amber because I think about that a lot. I want to go to New York so bad.
Another thing, I wish that love didn't last like it does. I wish it was just easier.
Life is scary. The future is scary. But I'm learning that if you pretend not to be scared of it, then it isn't so bad after all.
I'm excited because Chuck Palaniuk has a new book out. Too bad I am 104 pages into "The Time Travelers Wife" and so far it has yet to give me any reason to turn the pages. I'll probably just stop trying soon.
A happy thing, though: James. It just feels right.
I am living a lot lately. Not wasting my life. It's a good summer and I feel refreshed. I miss Amber because I think about that a lot. I want to go to New York so bad.
Another thing, I wish that love didn't last like it does. I wish it was just easier.
Life is scary. The future is scary. But I'm learning that if you pretend not to be scared of it, then it isn't so bad after all.