in 3 years what has changed?
3 years ago today was the last time ambre' and i spoke. i can remember our last conversation like it was only yesterday.
i always wonder why she lived and died and still can not come to make sense of it all. the only thing i can say is that she was our life for a reason and i will always be grateful.
as i sit and listen to the cd they played at her wake it hurts to bring these emotions back. but its not like they where not within reaching distance. i hold this as close to me as our memorys because this is one that is hard not to feel.
you try not to cry but theres no holding back they just roll off your eyes like rain on a rose petal. beautiful.
i would give anything to have her here in our life again. but there is nothing we can do. ambres body is gone but her presence is still with me today. thinking of this is so real. and if i never had this i would be less of a person today.
when i look at her in a picture i can't help but stare into her eyes. there was always this glow that radiated from her. ambre had so much to offer from the glow and strength in her eyes to the years of wisdom which only one with such a short life but will to live could tell. you could just look at her and feel her love and nobody in there right mind could not love her back. -she had just a sexy back.
ambre o'leary i miss you.
i know i am at peace knowing you will never be in physical pain. i still wonder if you are sad not being with your mom. if so don't worry because we keep her close. i love her too.
knowing ambre' has affected me and 3 years later that has and will never change.
much love to our homegirl today and everyday that passes. much respect. xoxoxo jen xoxoxo
i always wonder why she lived and died and still can not come to make sense of it all. the only thing i can say is that she was our life for a reason and i will always be grateful.
as i sit and listen to the cd they played at her wake it hurts to bring these emotions back. but its not like they where not within reaching distance. i hold this as close to me as our memorys because this is one that is hard not to feel.
you try not to cry but theres no holding back they just roll off your eyes like rain on a rose petal. beautiful.
i would give anything to have her here in our life again. but there is nothing we can do. ambres body is gone but her presence is still with me today. thinking of this is so real. and if i never had this i would be less of a person today.
when i look at her in a picture i can't help but stare into her eyes. there was always this glow that radiated from her. ambre had so much to offer from the glow and strength in her eyes to the years of wisdom which only one with such a short life but will to live could tell. you could just look at her and feel her love and nobody in there right mind could not love her back. -she had just a sexy back.
ambre o'leary i miss you.
i know i am at peace knowing you will never be in physical pain. i still wonder if you are sad not being with your mom. if so don't worry because we keep her close. i love her too.
knowing ambre' has affected me and 3 years later that has and will never change.
much love to our homegirl today and everyday that passes. much respect. xoxoxo jen xoxoxo