so long, fairwell
So i haven't updated in like forever! My life right now is so confusing, not really sure if i'm happy or sad. On the happy side me and laura will be going to cali march 11-20th in whihc i'm super excited for. For sure i will be going to luguna and scoping out hollywood to see someone famous. I've just been working a lot to save money for that. My mom is trying to get me a job at the hospital with her which would be amazing.
So now on the sad side me and chris are officially over forever and i dont know how i feel about it. Well i cried for like 4 days ina row and it got to the point where i had no more tears. I am super sad still about it becasue he was my best friend. But i'm happy i have my friends for me. I have also learned more in the past week then i have ever learned in my life about boys! They are all evil. I just dont know how they can say the things they say and feel ok about it, i dont know how they can say one thing one day then the next say something totally opposite. So now i sit at home and think about calling chris but instead i call laura casue we mad a packed not to call these boys.
All in all boyfriends are weird. it's always great in the begining and then just goes down hill, and for all of you that have awesome relationships your lucky! keep him forever because it's hard to find a good one these days. They are all taken.
So enough about boys i have been going to bally's everyda and i lost some weight. Soe old man told me today that i'm getting to skiing and that you can see my pelvic bones. Well a) you cant be too skinny from working out b)i dont know who he is looking at becasue i cant see my pelvic bones. I dunno! But i love bally's and it makes me feel good and takes my mind off things.
Think i'm going up to central this sat cannot wait to see my girls kayte and andrea!! love them
k, bye
So now on the sad side me and chris are officially over forever and i dont know how i feel about it. Well i cried for like 4 days ina row and it got to the point where i had no more tears. I am super sad still about it becasue he was my best friend. But i'm happy i have my friends for me. I have also learned more in the past week then i have ever learned in my life about boys! They are all evil. I just dont know how they can say the things they say and feel ok about it, i dont know how they can say one thing one day then the next say something totally opposite. So now i sit at home and think about calling chris but instead i call laura casue we mad a packed not to call these boys.
All in all boyfriends are weird. it's always great in the begining and then just goes down hill, and for all of you that have awesome relationships your lucky! keep him forever because it's hard to find a good one these days. They are all taken.
So enough about boys i have been going to bally's everyda and i lost some weight. Soe old man told me today that i'm getting to skiing and that you can see my pelvic bones. Well a) you cant be too skinny from working out b)i dont know who he is looking at becasue i cant see my pelvic bones. I dunno! But i love bally's and it makes me feel good and takes my mind off things.
Think i'm going up to central this sat cannot wait to see my girls kayte and andrea!! love them
k, bye