"I'm the most screwed up person in the world." "I know. I love you."
I'm not privatizing this post, because it's too important to me, and you all can see my pathetic fangirling, IDGAF. ENJOY.
Well, guys, I guess I'm slightly more coherent. I didn't even bother coming here Monday, Tuesday, or even yesterday evening, because I was way too fucking overwhelmed and my sentences probably would have been all like DLKSJDLFKAJEDFLK;;;ldfgklkf FUCK YES BB FUCK YES DAVID SHORE I LOVE YOU AND WOULD HIT YOU LIKE A FREIGHT TRAIN AFTER THAT SCENE, because yeah, that's basically what my feelings were after I stopped bawling. My capslock key was pretty broken by the end of the night, lmfao I'm not even kidding, it kept making this weird noise so I got off because I obv. needed to, like, take ten hundred chill pills or something. I cried, yes, I know, it's just... a little ridic of me, to cry over a fictional couple, but so what? I don't care anymore. At least I cried over something as meaningful, albeit fictional, as Lisa Cuddy and Gregory House finally giving each other a chance. After twenty damn years. . . well, six for us (actually six years packed the fuck into one year for me because I had to catch up with this amazing show), they're giving each other a shot. They know that they're shitty and broken and just fucked up but they don't care because they have this amazing, complex... mutual need, and I just love the beauty in that sfm I can't even formulate the words. ♥ ♥ They need each other, and they are finally taking that step to admitting and acting on it. Omg. It's so beautiful just lksjdflkjl.
AND YOU GUYS, THE SCENE. OMG THE SCENE. Don't even get me STARTED on that. I have watched it so many times I have every single dialect/hand motion, blah blah blah etc. memorized. Can I just say that her SMILE when he goes back in to kiss her after he says "Yeah," is probably the BEST MOMENT EVER IN THAT WHOLE SERIES JESUS FUCK. I mean omg, she closes her eyes and LEANS INTO HIS KISS FROM THE SIDE. She looks so HAPPY. I have really never seen her look that sincerely happy and full of hope about anything ever, and that means so much because it was about House.
I am so looking forward to them exploring this relationship further next season, you don't even know. Actually, you probably do, but still. To have such an amazing crew of writers take them to the next level-- they're going to work, you guys, I have a feeling. Maybe not work as in the normal, mundane way, but work in their dysfunction, if you get what I'm saying. And it is going to be AMAZING. Amazing, screwed up, angsty... just everything, but they're going to go back to each other in the end. If Cuddy had the courage to finally tell him she loved him, and he finally had the strength and passion enough to want to make his life for the better, I think they'll work despite every problem they have because they just can't love anyone else the way they love each other in their screwed up way. As long as House tries to at least understand her sometimes and not make her feel like shit, and vice versa. (and I think, I THINK, don't quote me on this, but I THINK he's going to make an effort. He already has. They already understand each other).
OMG you guys I have so much more to say, but I kind of have to get to class, so I'll leave it at this.
HOUSE AND CUDDY ARE CANON.
Well, guys, I guess I'm slightly more coherent. I didn't even bother coming here Monday, Tuesday, or even yesterday evening, because I was way too fucking overwhelmed and my sentences probably would have been all like DLKSJDLFKAJEDFLK;;;ldfgklkf FUCK YES BB FUCK YES DAVID SHORE I LOVE YOU AND WOULD HIT YOU LIKE A FREIGHT TRAIN AFTER THAT SCENE, because yeah, that's basically what my feelings were after I stopped bawling. My capslock key was pretty broken by the end of the night, lmfao I'm not even kidding, it kept making this weird noise so I got off because I obv. needed to, like, take ten hundred chill pills or something. I cried, yes, I know, it's just... a little ridic of me, to cry over a fictional couple, but so what? I don't care anymore. At least I cried over something as meaningful, albeit fictional, as Lisa Cuddy and Gregory House finally giving each other a chance. After twenty damn years. . . well, six for us (actually six years packed the fuck into one year for me because I had to catch up with this amazing show), they're giving each other a shot. They know that they're shitty and broken and just fucked up but they don't care because they have this amazing, complex... mutual need, and I just love the beauty in that sfm I can't even formulate the words. ♥ ♥ They need each other, and they are finally taking that step to admitting and acting on it. Omg. It's so beautiful just lksjdflkjl.
AND YOU GUYS, THE SCENE. OMG THE SCENE. Don't even get me STARTED on that. I have watched it so many times I have every single dialect/hand motion, blah blah blah etc. memorized. Can I just say that her SMILE when he goes back in to kiss her after he says "Yeah," is probably the BEST MOMENT EVER IN THAT WHOLE SERIES JESUS FUCK. I mean omg, she closes her eyes and LEANS INTO HIS KISS FROM THE SIDE. She looks so HAPPY. I have really never seen her look that sincerely happy and full of hope about anything ever, and that means so much because it was about House.
I am so looking forward to them exploring this relationship further next season, you don't even know. Actually, you probably do, but still. To have such an amazing crew of writers take them to the next level-- they're going to work, you guys, I have a feeling. Maybe not work as in the normal, mundane way, but work in their dysfunction, if you get what I'm saying. And it is going to be AMAZING. Amazing, screwed up, angsty... just everything, but they're going to go back to each other in the end. If Cuddy had the courage to finally tell him she loved him, and he finally had the strength and passion enough to want to make his life for the better, I think they'll work despite every problem they have because they just can't love anyone else the way they love each other in their screwed up way. As long as House tries to at least understand her sometimes and not make her feel like shit, and vice versa. (and I think, I THINK, don't quote me on this, but I THINK he's going to make an effort. He already has. They already understand each other).
OMG you guys I have so much more to say, but I kind of have to get to class, so I'll leave it at this.
HOUSE AND CUDDY ARE CANON.