bury it somewhere
i went home for memorial weekend. i wasn't ready to come back. it was a good weekend, even if i had to work for a good chunk of it. i had fun anyways. petey was squalling in the car at first, but he got used to it and now he's just crazy about our house i think. judy, jessica, and i went to see 'pirates 3' on friday and i really liked it! they are so setting it up for a fourth one too, but we'll see if they actually do it. afterwards we went around to walmart and target, then i met mom and went to clare to look at used cars. thought i found something but not so much. i'm not sure how this is all going to work, sadly. we'll have to see. anyways, after that alan came over for a bit. lindsy did too actually, and we went up to eat dinner with my parents at the surrey house. afterwards we went to mt. pleasant to eben's house cuz he and shane were having a party. i made alan decide if we would go, though, cuz he just WON'T make decisions about what we do. i have to be prepared all the time to make the plans but i told him he had to. so we did. lindsy had a couple friends there and more people showed up as we went. i didn't make any lasting friends or anything but i did talk to eben a bit. its funny how we've never talked before with our parents knowing each other all this time. oh well, whatever. lindsy and i talked a bit, i played beer pong (although they used water and didn't drink it), and drank about a 10th of a beer because it was gross. i guess lindsy was a little weirded out how alan and i were acting (which was no different than usual...) although i don't konw why. she did say it was weird seeing him again and asked me if he ever said anything about them. i didn't think she'd have a problem, so i felt bad for having her hang out... she said she's known there was something "different" between us for awhile now and i don't know what she meant really. who konws. we left early anyways cuz we don't function well at night anymore. i actually fell asleep on the ride back with alan.
saturday i did betsy and chris's engagement photos at aunt charlotte's. grandma assisted me a bit. they turned out all right but i was mad when i transfered them yesterday cuz quite a few were blurry. i'm sick of my not paying attention to the most basic rules i learned in my photo 1 class. jeez. i hate it that i'm lazy like that sometimes. anyways, then i got home in time to go work at putt-r-golf for the day. it was fun seeing brandon again, susan and family were there too and isaiah is pretty much awesome still. izzy is adorable too! it started raining at 7:30 and we got to leave. i ended up going to the surrey house to see mom and dad and hung out with them and their friend (karen was there and we yakked for ages). i ended up calling alan and he came up too. he then came to visit beety for a bit and we watched 'scrubs' before he headed home and i went to bed.
sunday was more work and for longer. they had a good, pretty busy day so that was good. i got to leave at 9:30 and then alan came over again. we went to family video to pick out a movie but we ended up just watching 'the prestige' which i had my copy at my house. i watched about the first third of it and then fell asleep. i felt bad but alan was nice and let me sleep anyways.
monday was nice and relaxing. i hung out with judy for most of it. we chatted and hung out at her house, then jess and we went to monte's for a late lunch, then we walked our usual route, stopped at putt-r-golf to get my camera and check, then got ice cream at walraven's. yummy. it was a fun afternoon. i didn't leave for here again until about 6, and then i left beety at home. i miss him so. but it's okay because he won't have to readjust to kara and jesse's right after our house. so that's good. i think he's ready to explore now, he's done our whole house. i'm only worried that he's gonna be a devil cat. he's taken to biting and scratching more than usual in the past couple days. hopefully he grows out of that. anywyas, this is getting long. i'm sure kristin will be home soon and i haven't gotten to see her much in awhile so i'll hang out with her tonight.
*JENNA*
ps. i wish i knew what i thought of me and alan. i get so confused about my feelings. i love him so much but i don't know if it can translate into being 'in love' if you know what i'm saying. we have so much in common and we are already great friends. and i just had to call him three nights in a row to hang out with me... i just don't want to hurt him. of every guy my age that i've ever known in my life, he's the only one that i haven't lost faith in yet. so if he DOES like me like everyone seems to think (i guess i think so too), i don't want to lose him (for whatever reason). comments?
saturday i did betsy and chris's engagement photos at aunt charlotte's. grandma assisted me a bit. they turned out all right but i was mad when i transfered them yesterday cuz quite a few were blurry. i'm sick of my not paying attention to the most basic rules i learned in my photo 1 class. jeez. i hate it that i'm lazy like that sometimes. anyways, then i got home in time to go work at putt-r-golf for the day. it was fun seeing brandon again, susan and family were there too and isaiah is pretty much awesome still. izzy is adorable too! it started raining at 7:30 and we got to leave. i ended up going to the surrey house to see mom and dad and hung out with them and their friend (karen was there and we yakked for ages). i ended up calling alan and he came up too. he then came to visit beety for a bit and we watched 'scrubs' before he headed home and i went to bed.
sunday was more work and for longer. they had a good, pretty busy day so that was good. i got to leave at 9:30 and then alan came over again. we went to family video to pick out a movie but we ended up just watching 'the prestige' which i had my copy at my house. i watched about the first third of it and then fell asleep. i felt bad but alan was nice and let me sleep anyways.
monday was nice and relaxing. i hung out with judy for most of it. we chatted and hung out at her house, then jess and we went to monte's for a late lunch, then we walked our usual route, stopped at putt-r-golf to get my camera and check, then got ice cream at walraven's. yummy. it was a fun afternoon. i didn't leave for here again until about 6, and then i left beety at home. i miss him so. but it's okay because he won't have to readjust to kara and jesse's right after our house. so that's good. i think he's ready to explore now, he's done our whole house. i'm only worried that he's gonna be a devil cat. he's taken to biting and scratching more than usual in the past couple days. hopefully he grows out of that. anywyas, this is getting long. i'm sure kristin will be home soon and i haven't gotten to see her much in awhile so i'll hang out with her tonight.
*JENNA*
ps. i wish i knew what i thought of me and alan. i get so confused about my feelings. i love him so much but i don't know if it can translate into being 'in love' if you know what i'm saying. we have so much in common and we are already great friends. and i just had to call him three nights in a row to hang out with me... i just don't want to hurt him. of every guy my age that i've ever known in my life, he's the only one that i haven't lost faith in yet. so if he DOES like me like everyone seems to think (i guess i think so too), i don't want to lose him (for whatever reason). comments?